we're on our way to logan's right now, i don't know why but jack insisted. considering i was the last one in the car, i had to drive, zach had music next to me and we were singing to whatever he put on.
we pulled up to logan's and the boys rushed in, except for jack who held my hand as we walked in the doors. to my surprise, jake was there, with majority of team 10. i walked around until i spotted logan talking to the boys outside, he was introducing someone... sam.
i told jack to wait inside and he agreed. sam's eyes lit up when he saw me which made me uncomfortable again. logan told the boys that he had to show them something inside which left sam and i, face to face, in a situation i never wanted to experience again.
s- c-can i talk to you?
a- sure, but be quick, i have to get back to j-
s- yeah it'll only take a second...
he walked over to the bench and i sat beside him. he tried to take my hand in his and i retaliated and placed them back in my lap. he sighed and started to talk.
s- so i know we left on a bad note...
a- horrible sam, i had to run from you....
s- i know and i'm sorry but i need you to believe me when i say this
a- what sam?
s- i-i love you addi, i never stopped
i laughed and then cut myself off realising what i just did.
a- sorry, i thought i heard you just say you loved me...
s- i did, and i do
a- sam are you kidding me?
s- we didn't even break up, sonny we were perfect....
a- are you kidding sam, you s-scarred me
s- and i'm sorry, but it's not that bad
a- not that bad? sam you raped me, multiple times, how is that not bad?
s- addi, i've told you, i'm sorry
a- it's addison, i don't want to hear from you again
i got up and walked inside to see everyone staring at me. great, they heard. i ran upstairs to my old room and sat in the bed, crying, like every tear that runs down my cheek is a memory of sam. i hate him, i hate him. now everyone's going to think i'm a lost cause because of what he did.
someone knocked on my door and i hid my face beneath the pillows. the soothing voice of corbyn echoed throughout my room.
c- adds, you okay?
the bed shifted and i could tell he sat on the edge, his hand touched my back and i got up and hugged him. i sat across from him and he put the strand of hair covering my face behind my ear.
c- addi, we don't see you any differently. the only reason jack, logan or jake aren't up here is because they're being held back right now from killing that kid down there.
a- he has changed, i can tell, but i am not ready to have him back in my life. we are only friends, but every time i see him i have the same scared feeling as if-
c- hey, don't worry, if he has truly changed, it won't happen again especially now you have all of us by your side.
i hugged him again and cried into his arms, i sat down and lent on his shoulder. i couldn't take anymore of it, hearing screaming downstairs. corbyn and i sat on the balcony inside watching what was going on downstairs. they literally were holding each other back, i had never seen jack so angry.
chance and anthony were holding jake back, but still yelling at sam, telling him to get out. jonah, daniel and zach were holding back jack and logan was giving sam a lecture on never seeing us again. jack got loose of their grip and it all flashed before my eyes, jack lunging at sam, knocking him down to the floor and punching him repeatedly.
jonah and daniel got jack up onto his feet and hauled him away, i ran downstairs and saw jack's eyes, they were cold and angry. i held my hands up to his cheeks and stroked my thumb over his cheekbones.
a- hey it's okay, i'm okay
his glance moved away from sam and to me, his grip loosened and he stood up straight, not fighting to get away anymore. i hugged him and jonah and daniel let go of his arms so he hugged me back. i looked up at him and i kissed him quickly.
i got down off my toes and turned to face sam, who's face was bloody and swollen.
s- get your boyfriend to apologise and i'll leave.
a- no sam, if you want to stay friends, you will leave now and not come back. i don't want you near me or my family ever again.
he put his head down and walked out the door, he looked back once more before disappearing into the daylight.
a- i'm so sorry
l- don't be adds, we love you always and forever
i was pulled into a hug by everyone, we stood there for moments before logan spoke up and asked if anyone was hungry. we all said yes and he told us he'd be back.
when he was gone, we sat by the tv and watched movies. i laid back into jack's arms and whispered in his ear.
a- i'm going to miss you
j- i'll miss you more
i smiled as he kissed my cheek, we watched the movie and soon logan reappeared. we ate and laughed, surrounded by the people we love.
the boys are leaving in ten days, i'm not going with them. i'll be fine, i know i will, but i don't know what i'm going to do for a month without them.
-time skip-
everything was a blur, the boys were already leaving tomorrow and i don't know where the time had gone, all i do know is how much i will miss them all.
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-one week later-
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