He was clearly shocked at what he had done and i could see regret in his eyes. He looked like he wanted to say something but nothing came out of his mouth. Without saying anything he ran out of the room...
The morning came but i didn't get a minute of sleep. Why was he acting like that yesterday?? I don't get it!! It was all so confusing to me. I unlocked my phone and it showed 05:34AM. It was still too early but i was sure that if i stayed any longer in bed it would be a waste of time since i knew i wouldn't be sleeping.
After washing up and getting dressed i put my shoes on and left the hotel room. I thought about maybe searching for Jiwoo since she never came back after the party. *Mehh she probably stayed at Taehyung's room... which is also Matthew's room.... which means either she or Matt didn't stay there. Im gonna check it out.*
I went downstairs and walked through the halls to get to the boys' room. I tried opening it but it was locked. *Well i guess they weren't as drunk as to forget the door open.* I walked a bit further to where was a window. The curtains were almost fully closed but i could see the back of one of the boys. He was asleep and shirtless.... well thats is normal for boys, right? I could tell that was Tae from his dark hair color but I couldn't see anyone beside him.
For a brief moment i noticed that the bed next to the window was untouched and well done. The pillows were placed just as the room service places them every morning which means Matthew never came here after what happened yesterday. *I have to find him!*
|BM's POV|
*I am such an idiot!! Why? Why? WHY??? Just why did i do that????? I know that when i saw Yoori carry her out of the party i thought he was talking advantage from her since she was drunk and when i saw him on top of her i lost it BUT WHY DID I HAVE TO DO THAT??? I don't really care about the dude but.... i hurt Somin... UGHHHHH!!!* I was so angry i started hitting the wall with all i had until i was left with bloody fists. I couldn't take back what i did and neither take responsibility for it. I couldn't even apologize to her. Every time i thought of Somin only her scared face would pop up. I'm sure she wouldn't want to talk to me either....
|SOMIN's POV|
After two hours of searching I finally found him. I was trying to move towards him but my legs were doing the opposite.... they were trembling, scared to move forward. I couldn't believe it... i knew that i wasn't scared of him but at the same time maybe i was. With a sigh i gave up. I left and went back to the hotel. Soon it was 8AM and almost everyone came for breakfast. Of course i was the only one of my group to arrive. I saw Yoori in a distance and I approached him.
Sm: "YOORI!!" Ok more like i ran towards him. He turned around and smiled. His left cheek was bruised and his lip still had traces of blood. I was about to cry when i saw him but i held back. "Can we talk somewhere private??" I asked him
Yr: "Sure." He followed me.
Soon enough we were in an empty room and as soon as we closed the door i hugged him tightly around his waist and bursted out crying. He was shocked at first but soon enough hugged me back trying to calm me.
Sm: "Yoori i'm.. i'm.. s-so sorryyyy" i kept crying out loud.
Yr: "Shhh Somin. It wasn't your fault dear." He started caressing my head.
Sm: "Y-yes it is!! Iff i-it wasn't for m-my stupid drunk self you wouldn't have.... wouldn't have..." i couldn't finish the sentence.
Yr: "Hey don't say that. You know that I'd do anything for you" i looked up to him and he smiled at me. I noticed his lip which started bleeding again so i placed my hand on his right cheek, got on the tip of my toes and gently kissed the spot where blood was coming out of.
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He was shocked but now i was the one smiling at him. Sm: "I hope you get better soon" with that i left the room.
Days had passed and at none of them did i talk to Matthew. He was ignoring me but so was i. The holiday wasn't as nice for me as i had hoped. Yoori was the only one who was staying with me almost all the time since Ji and Tae finally made their relationship official. They had both noticed how cold Matthew and i were towards each other so i told them everything. All i got back were wide mouths and a lot of questions but of course lots of hugs and support too.
The week was soon over and we all headed back to Seoul and after the weekend a new MV shooting was waiting for us.
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