my babygirl → jack gilinsky

chapter twenty ♡

lillian ♡

"okay you're so dumb, lily" jack said laughing because i didn't know which slot thingy on the drink machine had water and i thought the sprite was water.

"shut up jack" i said.

"you're stupid" he mumbled one last time.

i turned and glared at him.

"okay, okay, i'll stop" he said stopping but his smile never left his face.

we sat down and waited for our food at taco bell.

"madison has been texting me.." jack started off.

at those words, it felt like my whole world was crashing, every thing was going so badly and that sammy and zoey were so wrong but then..

"so i blocked her because i'm not into her" he shrugged.

i felt better, i felt happy.

"she just loves you" i said exaggerating the word loves.

"i don't love her, but i think i love someone else, another amazing girl. she's amazing in every way." he said.

and for some reason i just knew this was about me.

and he knew i knew this too.

it was the way he said it, and the way he was looking at me when he said it.

"i'm sure, she's happy you love her." i said back.

"i really hope she is." he smiled.

i smiled back.

"how's laura with the wedding?" i asked changing the subject.

"oh, she's just nervous and stressed, i think but i'm sure once she gets married, it will all go away" he said.

"yeah probably." i said.

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i woke up, to the bright sun in my eyes, hurting my eyes and giving me a headache.

i got up and jack was going to be at the studio with johnson today so i walked in the kitchen and grabbed something to eat.

then i walked back and payed on the couch letting all my thoughts invade my head.

all about jack and dillon but pretty much jack.

i sighed just thinking about him.

mary jane jumped on the couch.

"hey babygirl" i smiled at her presence.

she just meowed in response.

"what do you do when you love your bestfriend but have a boyfriend mary?" i asked her like she would talk back.

she just layer across me and watched me.

"you know what mary, i think we need some drinks, it's going to be a boring day." i said and picked her up, walking to my room.