my babygirl → jack gilinsky

chapter thirty nine ♡

lillian ♡

"are you ready?" sammy asked.

"yep" i said, he held his hand out so i could grab it, and he helped me up.

i had a back brace on, i broke a few ribs. i also had a cast on my leg because i broke it, i've been through a lot of trauma.

i was in pain so much still.

"ow, ow" i said sitting back down.

"baby, are you okay?" sammy asked, looking concerned.

"do i freaking look okay?" i lashes out.

"sorry, i'm sorry" i said quickly.

"it's okay" he whispered, calming me.

"it's okay" he said again, i looked up and saw jack standing in the doorway watching us.

"what hurts?" jack asked.

"my back" i mumbled.

"here take this" sammy said as he took a pill from his pocket.

"what the heck is this?" i asked him.

"a painkiller" he said.

"no it's not" i said.

"it will make you feel better, lily, just take it" he said, he was getting frustrated.

"i'm not taking that" i stated.

"here" jack said tossing a bottle of advil.

thank god he's here.

i opened the cap, and put one in my mouth, and grabbed the water bottle from the little table and drank it.

"why don't you trust me?" sammy asked.

"i do" i said, he rolled his eyes. "come on" he said, taking my hands again.

i was standing with his help of course.

it hurt so much, "slow okay" he said as he helped me sit in the wheelchair.

he rolled me to the doorway where jack was.

"thanks for staying with me" i said.

"i'd do anything for you" he said.

"i know" i mumbled and sammy rolled me to his car.

he helped me get in, which took like ten minutes.

he got in. "you have feelings for jack now?" he asked me.

"what? no" i said.

"okay, good because i don't want him taking you away from me" he said.

"he's not, im here" i said grabbing his hand.

he just smiled and started driving us back home.

when we got there, he helped me into the living room and helped me sit onto the couch.

i sat there, sammy sat beside me.

"i don't want to fight with you" he said.

"then why are you? you never acted like this until the accident and i don't get it." i said turning to look at him.

"i don't know, i guess maybe i'm jealous" he sighed.

"jealous i almost died?" i asked raising my eyebrows.

"no, i guess of jack because you guys were like the couple, you guys grew up basically loving each other and just didn't know it, and you're with me and i just thought that maybe since he's back, you'll leave me for him" he explained.

"you're insane, i'm not going to do that, i'm with you, not him." i said.

"yeah i know." he said, he kissed me then.

i pulled away with a smile. "i'm tired now" i said and leaned back.

"i'm gonna meet up with stass, so i'll be home later. call if you need anything" he whispered.

"alright, see you." i said and he walked out the room.

i fell asleep soon after, and stayed this way until the front door burst open following jack gilinksy.

i really didn't want to see him because i don't want old feelings to come back, im with sammy now.

"okay, i can't just not do anything, i mean, god lily, can't you see? i'm in love with you and you can't sit there and tell me you don't feel the same and i can't sit here and do nothing about you and sammy, about how crappy he treats you, about how he keeps going behind your back and cheating and lying to you, i just don't understand any of this, i mean i saves your life, while he was, what was he doing? while i was saving you, and was he the one that stayed with you every single night? no, isn't that what your boyfriend is suppose to do?" jack said.

he stopped to take a breath it looked like.

i didn't even know what to say.

"you're the one who left, jack, why don't you do that again?" i said, in more of a whisper.