my babygirl → jack gilinsky

chapter sixty ♡

lillian ♡

"you okay?" marissa asked knocking on the door.

i flushed the toilet

"yeah, i'm fine" i said as i stared at the toilet with crazy thoughts.

i don't feel sick.. but i keep throwing up this morning.

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well it's been a few weeks and jack doesn't leave for like a few more weeks.

we haven't been talking as much.

i've been trying not to because i don't want him to leave again.

but i keep throwing up, like a lot. it happens like every morning

but who cares, i leave in a few months for france.

the letter said they wanted me in a week but they had to do something over there so now i'm going in a few months.

i walked downstairs to look for my car keys.

"going somewhere?" jack asked.

"yeah, i'm going out with sam" i said.

"we didn't break up, right" he said.

"jack, i don't have time for this" i said.

"lily" he said

"i don't have time, i really have to go" i said and went for the door.

"i love you" he said from the living room as i grabbed the door knob.

i froze.

"let's talk." he said.

i still didn't move.

"there's nothing to talk about, jack. we're both leaving. that's that" i said turning.

"then why are you avoiding me?" he asked

"because i love you and i don't want to be away from you but it doesn't matter" i said

"it does." he said and came closer.

"i don't wanna break up. we can do this" he said.

"how long?" i asked.

"they won't tell me yet. but don't give up on us"

"okay" i said.

"go" he said and kissed my head.

i walked out the door.

i got in my car and drove to johnson's house where we were all hanging out at.

i walked inside.

zoey was here for a week.

"there she is!!" zoey smiled and pulled me in a hug.

"hey, zo" i smiled.

"i'm so proud of you, i mean you're moving to france" she smiled.

"wait seriously?" sammy asked.

"yeah i am, in a few months"

"wow" he said.

"i got a job"

"congratulations" nate said and gave me a quick hug.

"thank you."

"yeah, i'm proud of you." johnson said and hugged me too.

"thank you guys!" i smiled.

"does jack know?" johnson asked.

"yeah.. he does."

"do you know?" he then asked.

"i do" i said and bit my lip.

"it's gonna be okay. you always are okay" zoey said.

"yeah, i know" i sighed.

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now it's been a few hours and it was just me and zoey alone in her hotel room.

"what's going on?" she asked.

"uh, i've been throwing up a lot like in the mornings so i googled why that might be happening" i started and she was just listening.

"what if i'm pregnant?" i asked.

"what.. i thought you were waiting, lily" she said.

"it was one night, i hate myself for it but it was great because i love jack but i wanted to wait" i said, tears falling down my face.

"there's only one way to find out. can i tell nate to go get some?" she asked.

"yeah just don't let him tell anybody else" i said.

"okay" she nodded and called him.

about fifteen minutes later, he showed up here with a brown bag

"thanks, babe" zoey smiled.

me and zoey went in the bathroom.

"you want me to wait outside or stay?"

"please stay" i said and she nodded.

and i peed on the stick and stuff.

you know how it works.

we waited for five minutes to see the results.

about five minutes later..

"lily, look" zoey said.

i looked at the stick and..

i hope you guys don't hate me for leaving you but i'll update soon so you know.
comment below what you think?
stay positive,
-ry ♡