my babygirl → jack gilinsky

chapter thirty two ♡

lily ♡

for the past month or so since jack left, i've done nothing really since they left. since sammy and nate left, since zoey left.

i'm basically alone, i take my friends for granted sometimes and now that they are gone, i'm sad but i've just been writing random stories on my laptop to kill the time, i've always loved to write stories, it's like a passion of mine like jacks passion for singing and johnson, sammy and nate's for tapping, like zoeys passion for helping people, she's going to a med school.

and right now, i'm laying on my couch re watching greys anatomy from season one all over.

it's only been a month, a terrible one. i sighed as my phone started vibrating. every time jack calls or texts, i ignore them because it will make me miss him more and i don't want to feel alone.

but i like seeing his name pop up because it means he hasn't forgot about me yet, and that he's thinking about me. it makes me feel better.

but it wasn't him this time, it was sammy.

sammy: hey, coming home for the weekend. let's hang okay.
lillian: yes okay!!!!! i'll pick you guys up?
sammy: just me coming
lillian: okay i'll pick you up then. time?
sammy: tomorrow at 2
lillian: okie dokie, can't wait!!

now i was happy, i haven't seen sammy in over two months and i miss him, i'm closest to him besides jack and zoey of course.

he's been here for the longest besides jack. i met him after jack but before zoey.

i turned my phone off, then my phone went off again.

sammy: facetime me?

seconds later, he was facetiming me.

i answered and smiled into the camera when i saw his adorable face. i always think his face is adorable because like come on, he's sammy wilk, my bestfriend.

"hey" i smiled.

"you don't look depressed, that's good" he joked.

"i'm not depressed samuel" i commented.

"i know, i know, anyways whatcha been up to?" he asked.

"i'm rewatching greys anatomy right now" i said.

"oh god, not again" he groaned.

"what else am i suppose to do? all my friends are gone.. like literally" i said with a small chuckle.

"i'll be back in a month and a half for good so don't worry" he said.

"i know, im glad you are only touring for three months and not three years" i said.

"how are you? like with jack and all, i mean" he said, well this turned serious.

i knew this was coming though.

i sighed thinking about it. i guess i'm okay, but i miss him like crazy, and i just can't stop thinking about him. he was the love of my life, he is the love of my life but i'm not waiting around.