my babygirl → jack gilinsky

chapter thirty seven ♡

lillian ♡

"we need to bring her up for another head CT" the nurse walked in.

"okay, i'll be here waiting" sammy said kissing me.

"okay" i said and she wheeled me back away and into an elevator.

"he your brother?" she asked.

i was gonna laugh but that would be rude.

"boyfriend actually" i said.

"i thought the dark haired one that was in earlier was your boyfriend. the one that found you" she said.

"no, he's an ex, it's a long story kinda" i shrugged.

"okay" she said and the rest of the ride was silent.

i got my head CT and then went back to my normal room but sammy wasn't there, but jack was.

it felt awkward, but he looked great, like seriously, i haven't seen him in two years.

"you, never uh, never texted me back" he said.

righttt.

"how could i?" i asked lightly leaving him confused.

"you had moved on, it wasn't going to be the same ever again" i said looking at him.

"but i hadn't moved on, i couldn't." he said.

"madison" i said.

he's dating her now. "doesn't mean i'm not in love with you" he said and walked out the room.

wait what.

"hey, you're back" sammy walked in.

"yeah, i am" i whispered.

"what's wrong?" he asked sitting on the side of the bed.

"oh, it's nothing, nothings wrong." i gave him a smile.

"okay, i got you some real food" he said holding out a bag of taco bell.

taco bell.

taco bell was what me and jack always got together, it was our thing.

why am i thinking about me and jack.

"thanks" i said.

he frowned. "what's wrong, lily?"

"nothing, i'm fine" i said again.

"lily, seriously, you don't look fine"

"well i got hit by a bus" i mumbled.

"just tell me what's going on"

"sammy, nothing is. i'm fine" i said, i was kinda getting annoyed because like i said i'm fine, just leave it at that please.

"whatever, i have to meet stas somewhere" he said.

stass?

that was his friend, he hangs out with her a lot, they must be close then.

he walked out slamming the door.

i went to move over, but felt a sudden pain shoot through my back and oh my god, it really hurts.

i started crying, the machines started going off, i'm getting dizzy and really tired.

the doors swung open, followed by my doctors and jack too, and nate too,

"what's happening?" jack asked.

"don't close your eyes lily!" nate yelled.

"she's going into heart failure." one of the doctors yelled and that's the last thing i remembered before closing my eyes.

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i opened my eyes, feeling a tight pain in my chest.

i looked up and saw jack was in here but sleeping and my doctor was checking my machines.

"hi, are you feeling any pain?" she asked.

"my chest" i said.

"i'll get you some painkillers" she said and walked out, i looked over at jack.

god, i did miss him, because he is the kind of guy to stay in the very uncomfortable hospital couches until you leave.

that's what i loved about him.

but i'm with sammy now.

like i told him, if we were really meant to be, we will find our way back and no just because he saved my life and stayed with me in the hospital doesn't mean we found our way back.

it just means he found me on the side of the road almost dead and called an ambulance so i wouldn't die. anyone would do that. probably..

my doctor came back and gave me some pain killers in my iv.

then she left, again.

told me to call the nurse if i needed anything.

"jack" i said trying to wake him. "jack" i said again.

he must have waited for me, i'll let him sleep.

one more try. "ja-" the door opened and sammy walked in.

"what are you doing?!" sammy.

"just was gonna wake jack up but not anymore" i shrugged.