my babygirl → jack gilinsky

chapter sixty two ♡

lillian ♡

i woke up the next morning, quite early.

i got up and walked in the kitchen, i started making breakfast for me and jack.

something i never do.

he woke up about thirty minutes after me when i finished cooking.

"what's going on, lily?" he asked, as he kissed me.

"nothing, i just thought i'd make you some breakfast" i smiled.

"i don't believe you" he said.

"you better" i said.

we sat down for awhile and ate, after we finished.

i was still sitting at the table, thinking of how this was going to turn out.

"i'm gonna go take a shower" he said standing up.

"no, wait!" i called stopping him.

"what's going on?" he asked me again.

"just stay here okay, i'll be right back" i said and ran upstairs to my room.

i didn't even know if he'd be happy about this and i'm about to something scary.

i grabbed the positive pregnancy test, that i still had.

i put it in my pocket.

i walked back downstairs and there jack was.

"okay i have to tell you something.. and i don't know how you're gonna react" i said.

"is it bad?" he asked.

"i wouldn't say but you could. i don't know" i said.

"just tell me" he said walking closer to me.

"nine weeks" i stated.

"what?" he said confused.

i took the test and i handed it to him.

i watched him as he looked at it, then me.

"wait" he said and looked again.

"you're pregnant?" he asked me.

i couldn't tell if he was happy or not and it was kind of stressing me out..

"yeah, i am" i said.

"oh my god. that's amazing" he was smiling and he pulled me in a hug.

i smiled too, thanking god that he is happy about this.

we pulled away. "we're gonna have a baby" he said.

"yeah, we are" i said back.

"i should cancel the tour" he said.

"no, no, jack. your tour is only a few months, you should go and then we'll be together okay" i said.

"are you sure?" he asked me.

"i'll be with zoey and nate. i'll be fine" i assured him.

"yeah, okay. i love you" he smiled and kissed me a million times.

"okay i'm gonna go take a shower now" he smiled.

i nodded. "we're going to johnson's" i told him.

"okay" he called as he walked in the bathroom.

i smiled at how excited he was.

and i sighed of relief i wouldn't be alone.

even without jack, i knew i wouldn't be alone but if he wasn't there it would've made me feel alone.

because i'm always with him, never not.

i was going over to the boys later, and we would tell them i guess.

they're my bestfriends so they should know.

i mean zoey and nate already know but johnson, and sammy don't yet.

and i'm going to my dads this weekend for dinner so we can tell him then.

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"hey guys" i smiled hugging all of them.

"you guys seem like overly happy." johnson said.

"we're just happy" i shrugged.

"are you engaged?" he then asked.

"don't be silly" i said.

"we just have exciting news" jack said.

"really?"

"yeah, i'm kind of pregnant but don't make a big deal about it because i know how you guys are" i said quickly.

jack was holding my hand.

he kissed my cheek making me smile.

"wait i'm gonna be an uncle then?" johnson asked.

"yes all of you are" i chuckled.

"congratulations" sammy said.

"i have to go" he said and stood up.

"give me a minute" i said to jack and got up and walked in the kitchen where sammy was.

"what's wrong with you?" i said.

"nothing" he brushed me off

"i'm not an idiot, why aren't you happy for me?" i asked.

"i am" he mumbled.

"no, you're not. do you think i'm stupid?"

"you wanna know why? because i don't think you do"

"no, i do wanna know." i said.

"because i love you, and i don't want you with jack, i want to be with you, i want to the one got pregnant, not him. and i made a huge mistake with stas, and i know i can never go back and change that but i really wish i can. so i'm sorry okay" he said and slammed his cup on the table and walked through the front door.

i just stood there shocked.