my babygirl → jack gilinsky

chapter sixty one ♡

lillian ♡

"oh my god" i said as tears rolled down my face.

"how do you feel?"

"i'm having a baby" i said.

"are you happy?"

"of course i'm happy, but more scared" i said.

"don't be, jack will be there for you"

"no he won't!" i exclaimed like she was insane.

"i'm gonna take a step back because you're obviously pregnant but jack loves you, he would cancel that tour so fast" she said and walked out the room.

crap, i just yelled at her. i didn't even mean to.

i can't believe this at all.

it's absolutely insane

i walked out the bathroom.

"i'm sorry zoey" i said.

"i understand. seriously don't apologize. i can handle your mood swings" she said.

"thanks" i said and hugged her.

"i'll move with you." she said.

"you don't ha-" she cut me off.

"what if i want to.. what if there was two spots for that job?"

"there was?" i asked.

"yeah don't you remember? when we both saw it, and it was our dream for years. we dreamed of this together" she smiled.

"oh my god. i love you" i said and hugged her again.

"i know you do. this is going to be amazing" she said.

"not for me" nate intervened.

"why not?"

"cause i'll be here" he said.

"you're not coming? you didn't ask him to come?" i asked.

"you're insane nate." zoey said.

"why? you're leaving me" he said.

"you're insane to think your not coming" she said.

"oh thank god" he sighed and kissed her.

i just watched them and all i could think about was jack.

that could be us.

"i-i should go. i'll talk to you guys later" i said.

"okay, tell him"

i nodded and walked out.

i had the test in my purse.

but i didn't know how to tell him.

i just drove home.