India: The Passing Day

Chapter 30: An understanding

As they laid wrapped in each others arms, cyn was happy, not neccasirly beaucuse anything would come from this but because for one last time she made love to the man she loved.

"Well that was really something else ms powell." John said.

She just chuckled, "yes it certainly was."

"I missed you," he said. "I really did."

"Me too" she said. Kissing him.

"I never really said i'm sorry for everything I did, did i?" he said as she laid on his chest.

"Nope" she said looking up at him.

"Well i am sorry cyn for all of it, i shouldn't have treated you that way. I should have told you how i was feeling since the bloody beginning." He said.

"Its ok she said, we both have bad communication skills she chuckled. I couldn't have stopped you falling in love with yoko, it was meant to happen." She said rubbing his cheek.

"You know when we were getting divorced, i saw this whole new woman, a confident new woman, who knew what she wants, and she wasn't going to let her bastard ex husband get away with anymore shit. And i'm proud of you for that" he said.

"Well I realized i have to stand up for myself, no one is gonna walk over me again" she said.

"And they shouldn't" john said.

Smiling she kissed him.

"I'm glad julian isn't here, he would have asked why mommy and daddy are in the room for a long time." He said.

Cyn laughed, "he would have been so confused, considering mommy and daddy are divorced and you are with yeke."

"Yeke?" john asked laughing.

"That's what julian calls yoko. We have just started saying yeke around the house, it caught on." She said.

John laughed.

"Your too kind cyn, you could have called her by any name" he said.

"I can't hate anybody john no matter how much they hurt me."

John looked down, "ya hurting people has been my specialty he said. During the divorce when you said that i have always been unfaithful you must have felt horrible."

"I'll admit it hurts to know of your unfaithfulness, and i just couldn't believe you did it, or at least the amount of times you did" she said.

"Im a bastard cyn i admit it, but those women meant nothing to me you have to believe it. I always loved you cyn, no one else mattered."

John hesitated, "i guess in a way i will always love you." He said.

"Me too she said, but I am happy you found love again john i really am I wish you and yoko all the happiness in the world."

Giving each other a passionate kiss they continued talking the entire night about their life, until finally falling asleep in their bed.