I'm writing this on a napkin.My mother has been monitoring me all of the time.
I feel so unbalanced. So unstable.
I hate Josh. I hate him for saving me, for making it to where I can't be relieved from this pain. I can't breathe.
Most of all,
I hate myself.
And this whole damned world.
Stupid Josh.
-El.
• • •
El folded the napkin and placed it in her pocket as her mother came back from the bathroom. Her mother drove home from the restaurant. El saw Josh on a porch, it was raining hard. She watched as he set off running down the street through the side mirror.
The farther away he is from me the better, El thought to herself.
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She Should Feel
Short Story* Book two of "I should feel like:" please read the first one before this. This book focuses on the aftermath of the book being release into the public eye. More importantly, El's mental health. Josh trying to save her by the only thing he knows...