The fire within

Chapter 15 Fucked up dreams

(I went to sleep and I woke up to see that I was home not on earth but on my home planet Magma Opus.
I saw myself as a baby reliving the same god damm day over and over again.
I started to remember strange symbols engraved on my ship but I couldn't make out what they meant.
My flames started to turn white I started to lose oxygen and I fell.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock and noticed I was sweating.
I eventually got a call from Bill)
uhh Hey Bill.

Hey is everything alright?
You sound out of it.

Yeah everything is fine just a little nauseous is all.

Alright.
Are you feeling any better?

Yeah a little.
I'm probably gonna go out to get some fresh air.

Alright don't stay out to long okay It's freezing outside.

Ok I won't.
I'm just going out for a few.
I feel like I'm suffocating.

Okay.
I'll be home soon.

(I went out in the backyard and laid down on the hammock and just stared at the sky until I fell asleep.
I saw a dark figure with horns walking.
I ran to see who it was but by the time I got to the person they were gone I remember seeing the same thing when I was 16 back in high school in the auditorium back stage.
The walls started closing in on me when I opened my eyes I was in a bedroom and the concrete walls where all black with pentagrams on all four sides.
There was a cat bed next to the end table torn up by age.
I couldn't see the name on it because it looked like whatever was sleeping there ate it.
I heard a noise from inside the closet from across the room.
It sounded like someone was crying.
I slowly walked towards the closet door.
I felt a cold breeze over my shoulder.
Like the feeling of death.
I hesitated but I opened the door I saw a person with black and blue hair and red eyes trying to hang them self.
I couldn't really see there face but when I tried to stop them from kicking the stool

"I'm sorry it's all my fault you guys deserve better"

They kicked the stool and Everything went black I woke up and Bill was there shaking me)

Heatblast are you alright you seemed like you were having a bad dream.
Come back inside you don't look too well.
And I thought I told ya not to stay out long it's freezing out.

I know I'm sorry.
I...I just lost track of time and fell asleep.

And your skin is turning white and your eyes are blue get inside and go to bed, And don't leave the bed understand.

Alright mom.

What was that!?

Nothing Biwy dearest.

(Who the fuck was that?!

How the hell am I supposed to know.

All I know is that we never met anyone who looked like that.
And that was no vision that was a fucked up nightmare.
Who has a nightmare of someone trying to kill themselves.

Me apparently.
And You don't know anything you're just a voice in my head.

True dat but I know the people we meet and there is no one else with yellow skin besides us...I mean you.

I think we did but maybe I was drunk at one point and don't remember.

Maybe but I don't know I'm usually dead when you're drunk.