The Lost Memories 잃어버린 기억들 (My Bestfrienemy 2 )[ EXO Baekhyun ]

💖Chapter 44💖 - When my memories return

44: When my memories return

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(I'm really sorry for the super duper late update.)

Sometimes the losing someone is so painful. We feel we cannot go on when we lose someone we love. We forget where we belong. In an instant our life can change and we often wonder why the world doesn't stop for us. When all we want to do is cry ,we feel that God isn't there ,that he has overlooked our pain. I want to give up for many times but makes me strong enough every time I think about my friends .

"Can you remember something now?"

My psychiatrist said so I shook my head. "No, not yet.". I said with disappointment. " I think we should stop now.".

"But Ms. Geurim ,you're,still not regaining all of your memories completely. We have to continue the therapy."

"But it's no use. We've been doing this for 6 whole fcvking years . I'm tired. " I complain.

This is always our daily routine. I have to clear my mind and concentrate until I regain my memories but this therapy is not working to me. Some of my memories returned but it's not enough. I want to remember them. I want to remember how Baekhyun came in my life. All I want is to remember him but I can't even regain my memories. I promised to myself that I won't show up to them as long as I have no memories. It's okay if it won't return but I won't ever be complete if I'm missing those precious memories I shared with them.

"It's normal ms.Geurim. Memories don't comeback so easily but I know it will return soon. So don't lose hope. Your friends are waiting for you, right? So don't give up."

I paused for a second before I was able to answer. "You're right. My friends are waiting for me. I can't give up now. I already made this far. Thank you Doctor.".

" now that's the spirit!"

The doctor and I both look at the door when we heard Blaze oppa suddenly speak. ?

"Oppa!". I shouted as I run excitedly towards him. He was gone for business so I kind of miss him.

" How' s your therapy? Do you remember anything now?"

"No, not yet."

And we both sigh then laugh. We will just laugh at it since we can't do anything but to wait. I just hope my memories will return soon. I wanted to see them so badly. I wasn't able to attend all of my friend's wedding so I'm kind of guilty.