We stare at each other for a second, just taking in the others face. "You're fascinating." I say breaking the silence. He quirks an eyebrow and I regret saying it, as I wait for rejection, again. But he only smiles moving closer. "You think so?" He...
(songs not that important but I was listening to it when writing this.) this part is kinda sad ):
|Dallon's point of view|
Ummm, did I hear that right? I sit looking dumbfounded and not to mention stupid with my mouth hanging open. "I'm sorry, can you repeat that again." I ask, throat tightening slowly. He sighs and clears his throat. "He- or well it wants me to kill something or in this case someone I love and who do I love? Oh yeah, YOU. So he basically wants me to kill you but, that's obviously not going to happen." He says, voice slower now. I can't help but both fear and fond over his words, I mean on one side Ryan motherfuckin Ross said he loves me, shit even the devil says he loves me and the butterflies in my stomach can't help but flutter and bounce around at that. But on the other hand I have to die and the thought of that shoots down each butterfly until the only thing left in my stomach is a hollowing feeling. I grimace and shake away the thoughts. Focus Dallon focus focus. "Okay...we just need to save you first. There has to be a way, one you missed." I say, squeezing his hand gently. He frowns and grabs my other hand. "Yeah, about that...I have a way, but you're not going to like it." He says, avoiding my eyes.
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I huff, and frantically flip through the book. No way. There has to be something else. I think as my eyes skim across the variety of signs and chants. My heart leaps in my throat as I see the stupid spell Ryan suggested. I groan and flip away from it quickly, tears threaten to fall, but I bite them back.
"Dallon please it's not that serious, after it's done you can go on with your life.. without me ruining it." he says.
"No, you're not killing yourself! I won't let you. And are you kidding me? You don't ruin my life, you make it better. Ryan, I can't lose you, I just can't." I say quietly, looking up at him.
"It's the only way, and believe me I don't want to lose you either...that's why I have to do this. For you. Everything thing I do lately has been for you." He replies softly and my body tingles as I flush slightly, damn ryan why are you so sweet, I think as I turn away from him. "Well then it's settled... if you die, I'm dying with you." I say, gripping his hand tightly.
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"Umm no. I won't allow it." Brendon says, crossing his arms. I sigh.
"Can we just talk about it first?" I ask, feeling a bit guilty when I notice the sadness in his eyes. He clenches his jaw and nods slowly, pulling me into the other room. Once he checked we were alone and no one was peepin, he starts to cry.
"Dallon, please don't do this you only met him a few months ago. He's not worth it, think of everything you're leaving behind... think of the people who you'll be leaving behind." He says, grabbing onto my shoulders and shaking me slightly. I sigh and shake my head.
"Look Brendon, I love you with all my heart. But you need to let me go. Please, will you just let me go? He makes me so happy and I don't know if I could go without him." I plead, voice cracking slightly. He huffs and crosses his arms. "You did it before. Besides you don't need him, you've got me." He says and bows his head. "Please Brendon" I say, "I can't die knowing you'll be angry with me." I tell him, pinching his cheek.
"If it's really what you want...then I can't stop you." He says, a sad smile making it's way onto his face. "Oh and I love you with all my heart too by the way. Even if you are leaving me." He adds on with a laugh
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and I can't help but hug him harder than ever before.
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Ryan's point of view
"Can I talk to you really quick?" I ask Spencer, as I pull out an extra chair.
He gives me a worried look and nods slowly. "You know that you're my best friend and I would do anything to protect you, right?" I ask and he nods hesitantly.
"Well, do you remember when..when I first came home to you and ginger, after my father died? And I was acting weird? I sold my soul and I killed him. I killed my dad." I say and he shakes his head.
"No, because you promised me you wouldn't go near him or your house again." He says, voice slow and careful. I shake my head. "I lied. And I'm sorry, but I just knew they'd send me back to him." I take a breath and continue. "But that's beside the point. After I sold my soul, this shadow/ demon type thing started following me, talking to me. He threatened to hurt you so many times. When I locked you away, it was only so I could protect you, when- when I ruined your face, it was only because he'd told me he'd get someone to hurt you, so I thought that if you were beat up no one would come up to you and you'd be safe." I explain and Spencer gives me a cold look. "Why didn't you tell me? I'm not a baby I could've fended for myself." He says, leaning forward slightly. "What else did you do to me?" He asks, and I shake my head quickly.
"That was it I swear!" I shout, making sure to leave out how his mom died because of me. I can't tell him. He'll hate me if I do and I can't die knowing he doesn't love me anymore.
"I'm telling you now because I don't want to hurt you anymore, I hated to see you suffer. You guys can't save me and I can't save you anymore. It's either I die or we all die. And god knows, I really don't want you to die. So, I guess this is it? I don't know- I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry for everything I put you through and I want you to know that I love you and I hope you go and have the time of your life and be happy after this is over because that's all I ever wanted for you." I tell him, trying hard not to cry.
this is the last time I'm going to see you.
He shakes his head slowly.
"You don't have to apologise Ryan, you were everything I could've wanted in a best friend. I love you always and you'll always be part of my heart. And you know what all I've ever wanted was for you to be happy too. I just wish we could be happy together." He says, opening his arms slowly. I jump into them, because no matter what Spencer always said the right thing. He squeezes me tightly before letting me go. "Oh and thank you." I frown and look up at him. "For what?" I ask, genuinely confused.
"For everything and for being you. I'm so proud!" He shouts, dramatically slapping a hand to his chest. I rolls my eyes and punch his arm, laughing softly. "I'm proud of you too."
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A/N Srry!! It's been like 20 days since last update 💔 look at this sappy ass chapter 😭
only a few more chapters left!! Also google really hates me I look up Ryan and Spencer and this is the only gif they give me lmao little cunts😂 ...all the love x ~ Layla☁
