You will lose your faith in humanity if you read this.
*grabs a Connie Springer*
((last few chapters were written in a not-so-good phase of mine, sooo...))
i haven't even kept track of the number of days i missed anymore. oh well, i am a fucking rule-breaker after all, so this shit is nothing new.
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DAY XVII - SOMETHING YOU'RE FUCKING PROUD OF
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ok so i don't really feel proud towards anything i've done (e.g. d drawn, or written) at the moment, nor am i permanently proud of something i am, or have, or anything, for that matter. so i'll just put some shit here that would make you laugh.
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√ ok so, one thing i'm snickering about at the moment, is making a famous, renwoned, self-proclaimed "mature", authoritative and successful little shit back down. it's not literally something like kneeling infront of me because of acceptance, but it's the way that person literally showed their true colors at the way they were obviously offended due to my chill roasting. i mean, i was literally just playing with my fucking words, and yet that person, who claimed to be able to understand and accept every single shit thrown at them, lost their temper and threw a fit through the messages. they even got other people, who didn't have anything to do with our argument and my claims, involved big time. what is this immature sorcery? their true colors came out. they only want shit for themself, everything they've been doing was only for themself, all along, they've been working for no one else other than themself, while gaining slaves as they claim to be doing this for other people. i'm proud of the fact that i, among all the other people who had been in contact with them for a longer time, way longer than i can count, was literally the first one to confront them about this attitude they have. and their reaction was so legit. my "obedient kid" image is slowly crumbling in the eyes of a few people (literally 3 to 4) in the cos com, and boi, i can't say for now if it's for the best or if it's aiding my downfall. i'm serious about this shit, and i might just have gotten my first "hater" in the community, and that person happens to be one of the people who once thought they could control me just because i'm six years younger than them. it's a fun thing to be doing, actually. fishing out the truest faces of people who pretend to keep up with the populace's expectations of their "sweet attitudes". even though the higher ups would start shunning me as well because of them (and their disgusting habit of trash-talking people and sending screenshots of conversations through the same messenger to the other people they want to get close to because of reputation), i wouldn't care. the majority is in agreement with me, and the perspectives of the lesser-influential people is more important for me more than the opinions of those who abuse their authority and opress the ones who fear to speak up. i'm not really taking this shit too seriously, like i'm dealing with politics in the dark underground. i'm just maximizing my stay in a community that seriously needs to be better than reputation and authority. anyways, that's it. i'm pretty prideful when it comes to getting a fake authoritarian to kneel in embarrassment and in the pressure of their own selfish temper.
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i really wanna fucking deal with the government soon, but apparently, i'm too inexperienced and young (too young for politics, i'm not a sinbad) so i most likely have lots and lots of wrong as fuck opinions of everything, so i'll try to get there. ok, this is another one of my desires revealed, don't judge me. deym, this challenge is getting so much out of me. i might appear chuuni or something at the moment, but no. fuck you all, changing the governmental system is not being a deluded otaku. oh by the way, should i color this todoroki?
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T a g g i n g n o o n e
because i'm disappointed in myself for not knowing how to fucking draw a hakama. well, the design is a little simple, but it got a little difficult to alter (especially because this is literally the first time i outlined a "full-detail" hakama) since i wanted to show the half n half shitface's "muscles" lol. just a test run of physical features so yeah.
