Osomatsu v.s The Skinwalker

Redemption

-Ichimatsu's Pov-

While the others are trying to regain hope in surviving this night, I took the liberty to use this time wisely...

Because...

I never thought a shitty person who was nothing but scum like me would do this but....

It's time I come clean...

With my feelings...

I left the living room unaware by my brothers, except maybe Jyushimatsu.

Choromatsu Nii-san too...

He pretty much got eyes on all of us...

Literally...

I walked into the bedroom to take a look at Shittymatsu.

He still hasn't regain consciousness yet.

I sighed to myself and sat a few inches next to him...

Where did I go wrong...?

When did I started hating him...?

No way it was during middle school....

In Highschool...Maybe...

I thought about the drama club.

That's when it hit me...

That damn drama club...

Maybe that was it. This probably would've never started if he didn't join that stupid club!

Before he joined the drama club. He used to hang around me. We both were quiet back then and got along well.

I felt bad for Karamatsu Nii-san when Totty decided he wasn't worth hanging around...

While the others went off in their own to be in their own peer group.

They left us behind.

Karamatsu Nii-san stayed by my side.

Protecting me from harm.

Helping me tend to the cats in alleyways and other places.

I was grateful.

Karamatsu: I believe in you Ichimatsu.

At first...I felt happy when he said those words.

But overtime...

I started to get irritated...

I wanted him to stop.

Stop supporting me...

Stop trying to make me happy...

Just leave me alone and go be with others....

He didn't do that....

But when he join the drama club and started acting painful.

At first, we all thought it was hilarious...

But then it got worse...

We started to avoid him...

We begin to resent him...

I begin to resent him...

While everyone else ignored him...

I started being more harsh.

Shut up Shittymatsu!

I'll kill you Shittymatsu!

Just Die Already!

No one cares about you.

No one likes you.

Everyone hates you.

We'll be glad if you just drop dead.

It be better if you never existed...

I wanted to stop myself...

I wanted the others to stop me...

Why didn't they stop me...?!

Why did they all join in?!

Why didn't Karamatsu just say something...?!

Why couldn't he just stand up for himself?!!!

Why....?!

Why is he now like this....?

Have we really...Gone too far this time?

Why am I...an horrible person...?

Is too late to apologise...?

Tears pour down my face...

Karamatsu: You're my little brother Ichimatsu. I love you.

Stop it. You're not supposed to love me. You're supposed to hate me... Especially all I said and done to you.

Karamatsu...Nii-san...

If you're listening...

I'm so sorry...

I really am...

I hurt you so much...

You don't deserve everything we put you through.

Ironically...Even if you're painful and we can't stand you...

You're better than all of us.

You are just so fucking NICE!!!

So NICE it's just IRRITATING!

I was just jealous of you.

You didn't care what people said about you but I did...

Why couldn't you just fight back...?!

Please...

Don't die...

I don't want you to die...

Gomenasai...

Please forgive me...

Or at least hate me when this is all over...

I pushed you to do this....

I always told you to go die...

I never thought you would take all our insults seriously...

No...

Gomenasai...

I'll do anything to see your smirking painful face again...

Karamatsu Nii-san...

Stay alive for us...

Stay alive...for me...

Karamatsu:............