*Gwen POV*
I am currently on my bed. Still. Lifeless.
Heartbroken.
Oh why did I reject Ricky? It was just an innocent lunch and I made it seem like he said 'hey Gwen let's make babies!'
Ugh I hate myself.
"You shouldn't miss grouchy." Shelby states.
whoops said that out loud.
"Why shouldn't I? I have every reason to!"
"He was an overreacting butt.. You didn't do anything wrong!"
"Uh yeah I did.. I pretty much threw his heart on the ground and danced on it like it's a stage."
Shelby laughs. "Just calm down you didn't do anything wrong..."
"Oh shut up just turn on mean girls so I can cry and eat ice cream in peace."
"Okay then jeez." Shelby rolls her eyes.
The rest of the night was boring and I drifted off into a deep sleep.
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BEEP BEEP BEEP
I groan and turn off my alarm.
When I look to see the time I freeze.
"Shit." The time read 10:20 A.M
I'm supposed to be in school! I quickly slip on some jeans and a t-shirt, grab my bag, and run out the door.
When I go outside I see nothing but a field of people. Everyone looks like a shadow except for one person wearing an army uniform..
Mom.
"MOM!" I scream running over.
She looks at me with fear in her eyes telling me to stay back. I ignore her and keep running toward her.
That's when I hear one beep. Then another. Until the beeps play repeatedly one after another.
Fear and worry strikes across my face as I realize what this is.
My mom tells me to run but I stay put. Not because I wanted to, but because I couldn't.
I start shaking and screaming and crying.
Then all of a sudden.
BOOM
Everything became black.
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I jolt up from my not so peaceful sleep shaking and crying.
It was just a dream. Yet it wasn't. It was my mother's death...
I look over at Shelby knowing she could talk with me but she's asleep.
I can't call Melanie either because she is asleep as well.
There is only one person who I know would be up and willing to talk to me no matter what.
I quietly put on my flip flops and leave the dorm and walk to the next room and knock on the door.
It opens and I see the person who would make me feel better even if they were angry at me.
"Hey Ricky.. Can I come in?"
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AHA! BET YA DIDNT SEE THAT COMING!
OR DID YA?
Well for those of you who don't remember, Gwen's mom died by a bomb. So basically that dream was her moms death.
This chapter is really short and bad I apologize, but I have my sneak peek ready!!!
Do you want it today?
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BAIII MY FIERCE FRIES!!!!! <3 =]
