Destined

Thing

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Leilani's POV

Sierra bullying me is becoming a regular thing.
It's like everything she says, sticks. I'm starting to believe was she says.

Currently I'm home trying to do my science homework. But I can't focus. All of her words keep replaying in my head.

Leilani! Your so ugly haha!

I feel bad for your mom, she must regret having a ugly little girl like you.

You are nothing. And you won't ever be anything.

You stink.
You should try to bathe.
Or right! Pigs don't bathe. *everyone laughs*

You know the only reason Kobe hangs out with you is because you have no friends right?

He feels sorry for you honey.

Bye b*tch!

Someone please tell me what I did to her!
Because last time I checked, I'm a nice person.

Right now are the times when I miss my brother.

He was always there for me. He was a typical older brother. But to me, he was my best friend. He was there when I cried about having no friends. He was there when I would feel down about myself. He was always there.

But now, when I need him the most. He's not here.

I got up and went to my dresser where his hat laid. He gave this to me when I was 10. It has a C on it. C for Chris.

I put on the hat and looked at myself in the mirror.

I just broke down. Words can't describe how much I miss him.

I went to my bed and grabbed a pillow. I laid down and just cried. I hear my door open and moments later I saw my mom standing in front of me.

She looked at my hat and she knew what was wrong.

She sat next to me and I laid my head on her lap.

"I miss him too honey" she told me as she rubbed my hair.

(Later)

We were all eating dinner and I still haven't took off my hat. I actually forgot about it.

"I like your hat" Xavier tells me.
I smile at him and thank him.

"Your welcome Lani" he says with a mouthful of spaghetti. I laugh and finish eating my food.

Later I finished my homework and I was about to take a shower.

"Yo Leilani you good?" I hear Kobe ask me. I nod my head.

"Okay, because you were quiet on the way home.

I was quiet. What was I supposed to be? Happy? Sierra is bullying me.

"I know, I'm just tired" I tell him.
Yeah, tired of her messing with me.