Destined

Departing

Lucas's POV

"Sierra don't do this, come on." I beg her.
She shook her head and stepped back away from me.

A tear rolled down my cheek as I stared at all of her suitcases.

"Lucas, I can't trust you anymore. I'm tired of getting hurt." She told me. The sadness in her voice told me that she was serious.

"I'm sorry and I love you so much, but I can't do this anymore." She said as she started walking towards the door. I ran in front of her before she could get to the door.

"We can work this out." I tell her. She sighed and looked back at Chez, who was just watching her with a face of sadness and discouragement.

"Lucas please don't make this harder than it has to be." She said looking back at me.

I couldn't explain how I felt on the inside.
It was a mixture of all the bad feelings, making me feel like sh*t.

"I'm sorry." I told her as I stepped towards her. She swerved me and opened the front door. She grabbed her main suitcase and walked out the door, to the Uber she ordered.

"I'm sorry." I repeat as tears flow down my face.

"Lucas wake up! We're gonna be late!" Liz yelled as she hit me with a pillow. I jumped up and looked at her. She was all dressed for this summer camp she begged me to take her to.

"Alright. I was just taking a nap while you got ready, damn." I tell her as I stood up. I was already dressed, I just fell asleep.

"Okay we'll come on." She said walking out of my room.

I sighed and looked around at the now empty room.

Ever since she left, I haven't been the same.

I haven't been able to sleep, without having crazy dreams. Restless nights are common now, I've gotten used to it.

I jogged down the stairs and out the front door, I went to my car and got in.

"I miss her." Liz told me as I drive to the campsite. I sighed lightly and ignored the feeing that had formed in my stomach.

"I miss her too Liz." I reply to her as I turn into the parking lot. The rest of the ride was quiet, but my thoughts were screaming at me.

"See you later, don't go to hard on yourself." Liz told me. I looked away, knowing what she meant.

I nodded and she closed the car door.

I made my way to the trap, since everywhere else I went reminded me of her.

(At the Trap)

"How you doing?" Chez asked as I sat by him at the island.

"I need a blunt." I tell him. He handed me one and I lit it up.

(3 hours later, at the house)

"Okay, that's enough to drink Luc." Chez said as he took my cup away from me.