Sincerely Me

Will you ever understand?

The thought of, will you ever truly understand.. crosses my mind here and there.
The question lingers in my head as I sleep.
Throughout the day I smile your way to let you know I'm thinking about you.
I'm always stopped in my tracks as your crystal blue eyes show me everything.
You're the caregiver when I am unwell.
You're the knight that protects me when I am scared or hurt.
You're the counselor that I spat my problems to.
You're the helpful hand in any project I take on.
The love you project with the looks of concern, hope, sadness and joy are all deep and intimate.

You're the man I wake up to.
Those crystallized eyes specked with a gunmetal grey is the first thing I wake up to.
Your warm smirk as you comprehend that I am laying next to you.
The way you grab me to pull me in tight asking for five more minutes.
I feel warmth and a love that I have never felt before until I was in your presence.
I do not like being away from you for long.
You're my best friend and the love of my life all in one.

You had asked me the other day if I ever thought I'd be here today with you.
Since the day I saw your forget-me-not eyes glance my way.
You had a deep voice with a slight rasp that had me engaged.
You loved to tell stories and I loved to listen.
I observed the way the left side of your mouth rose before your right when you would smile.
You were wearing a black cap and a leather jacket.
The type of man who is mysterious and shut off.
But you had also gave off this warm-heart type of vibe.
I talked to you for what seemed like hours but in reality were probably only minutes.
At that point I was interested in knowing who you were and becoming closer to you.
I felt a bond early on.
To answer the question, I never saw myself here right now but I love where I am with you.
I was intrigued by you since day one but I didn't know dreams actually came true.
That the slight liking and bond I had felt would be one of a lifetime.
I hoped that one day we could have a date possibly.
Now you are mine and you choose to pick me every day.

The question still pops up in my head.
Will you truly understand how much I love you.
How much you mean to me.
How the nights we lay in bed and you make me laugh until I snort are memories I cherish.
How the way you compliment me or hold me is the best feeling.
I don't think either of us will truly ever know how much we love each other.
There's no cap or limit.
Our love is one that many will not get to experience or treasure and I think that is special.
From the day I met you until end of time I will love you.
Each day more than the last.
With the ups and downs.
Together life will be a never ending adventure that we will cherish forever.
I love you most.