"my role in her life was to be her anchor, but i doubt she knew that she was mine, too."
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kian lawley fanfiction
disclaimer/trigger warning: this fanfiction deals with mention of sexual assualt
i've been on wattpad for like three years and i feel like no one knows anything about me except for my unconditional love for kian. sooo while i'm writing the new chapter (that should be up this week if i ever get more than an hour of free time) i'm gonna tell you guys a few things about myself and do a face reveal!
if you don't care, i won't be offended
basics: •i am 15 years old, and i will turn 16 in november 🎉 •i live in ohio in the smallest, weirdest town ever and have never lived anywhere else •i have lived in five houses in five years. in fact, i just moved into my fifth house not even a week ago •just wrapped up my freshman year so now i'm a sophomore 🏫 •i am the youngest of five siblings, and i'm only fully related to one of them. (meaning my parents are hoes 🤑) •i have a step dad and have SERIOUS daddy issues with my bio dad but let's not get into that 😶 •i fucking love johnny cash because i've been watching the movie "walk the line" since i was a lil nugget •i'm in therapy and have been since november 😶 •i also take antidepressants 💊 •i'm not ashamed of my mental health but it takes a lot for me to trust someone enough to talk about it •all of my past "relationships" have only lasted a few days 💀 boys are stupid •i've only had one irl crush and that was when i was 9-12 and it ended in embarrassment and silence (i don't wanna talk about it 😂) •my mom is one of my best friends and i'm not afraid to admit it 👩👧 •my favorite disney movie is hercules, an underrated gem 💎
kian: •the first video of his that i watched was "strange but attractive things girls do" •i only started being a real devoted stan when knj started but that's only because i was like 12-13 and didn't watch youtube when o2l was a thing •ngl i don't ship him with anyone and don't like his exes •i still hope he falls in love with someone amazing and unproblematic someday 💛 •i dm him on instagram at least once a week in hopes my lil messages will make him happy or let him know that his fans adore him 🤗 •i think shipping him with jc is the weirdest thing •i don't think he's bisexual even tho a lot of ppl do?? plus he's said he's straight so i believe him 😂 (i'm not homophobic in any way it's just what i think)
wattpad: •the first time i used this account, it was for the vampire diaries fanfiction 💀 i posted three stories but ended up deleting them and changing this account a couple times •i uploaded a fiction book but hated it and took it down, then decided to make this a kian account •my first kian fanfics were a series and i just recently deleted them cuz they were so cringeworthy •social media queen just got like 23k views and i'm so fucking shocked...i honestly don't think it's THAT good but i love that you guys love it ❤️ •i would really like to get ethereal more reads but idk how at this point
politics: •pro choice •straight ally 🏳️🌈 •black lives matter •feminist ✊🏻 •no human is illegal •climate change is real •donald trump is a steaming pile of dog shit and i would rather have an educated politician like hillary in office than a racist, sexist, fascist orange lump •anyone who disagrees is free to leave 👋🏻
fav ppl: •kian obviously •brendon urie •bo burnham •tyler joseph •josh dun •lana del ray •rihanna •ariana grande •my old english teacher •my mom •my brother even tho he's a deformed burrito •megara from hercules •hazel (kian's dog; i know she's not a person but idc) •my cat snickers •my other cat castiel (yes it's from supernatural)
fav shows: •supernatural •the vampire diaries •the originals •new girl •scream •catfish •wildnout •stranger things •on my block •the end of the fucking world •masterchef •cutthroat kitchen •worst cooks in america
my face:
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if you know me irl somehow, please don't mention this, unless you're niya 🤞🏻
i hope you guys liked this for whatever reason, be free to comment whatever the fuck you want and tell me about yourselves 💛
idk if i'll keep this up for a long time but i might
i promise to update soon!!! pinky promise! ☝🏻i know that's not a pinky but it's all i'm working with okay
