A Part Of Me

LIII

LUKE'S POV
When Ryder told me to stop I wasn't annoyed.

I know most guys would've been because they're all "hot" and stuff.

I was but when you're doing something so intimate with the person you love, you have to listen and respect each other.

She told me to stop so I did.

Unlike most guys who would've continued.

But then again, I'm not like most guys.

I don't know either.

Are we taking it too fast?

I mean we did this after a month of dating.

And she's moving in next month which would be two months.

I mean I don't think so.

We didn't get engaged after a month of dating like Ariana Grande and Pete Davidson.

Although I know better than that.

It's just when I saw her and got to hold her, I knew I wanted to shower this girl with unconditional love.

That hug, even though it was a couple seconds, felt like I've been waiting twenty one years for.

I never felt a connection like that.

Not with my ex girlfriend.

And definitely not with Margarita.

It was special.

It was like in that moment in time, I finally found the girl I've been looking for.

She's more than just my girlfriend.

She's my best friend.

She's my rock.

My number one supporter in anything I do.

I know if I fall, she'll be there to catch me.

I've never been in love before.

All these feelings are just so new and I guess I'm just trying to find a way to express them.

But I do know one thing.

I'm glad she was my first.

Not just the person I lost my virginity to.

But my first love.

And hopefully my last.