This Love {SasoDei fanfic}

SasoDei fanfic chap 12 {This Love}

Chapter 12

"This Destruction"

(Deidara POV)

"Deidara! They're at it again!" Sasori calls as he walks through the front door. "ugh, not again..." I sigh. These damn wolves had been attacking us every time we set foot out of this house for the past week since we got home. Sasori's wound is pretty much healed, but there's a pretty decent mark left by the blow. "We have to do something." He says, shaking his head. "Like what, move? Just run away again? After everything we've worked for?" I ask, but deep in my gut I know he's right... "Look, Deidara, if they keep at it like this we have no choice..."

He looks at the ground with frustration. "We've been running for too long! Shouldn't we try and fight them?" I ask, gesturing outside. He unconsciously grabs his injured side. "I can't." I curse under breath. "You're right..." I say, "I just can't stand the fact that we worked so hard for this, and now we have to throw it all away!" He walks over to me. "Deidara," he says, cupping my face in his hands. "I know. It's just as hard for me, but it's not safe anymore..." "I know." I say sadly. "I'm sorry." I says. "Me too." I reply, hugging him tightly. "We should start packing in the morning." He whispers in my ear, snuggling close to the crook of my neck. I just nod.

That night as we're laying in bed sleepless, Sasori's strong arms wrapped around me, I feel like my heart has sunk to my feet. Everything we've worked for is now gone. "This sucks..." He whispers, his eyes closed. "Yeah..." I mutter back. I already feel the tears stinging the back of my eyes, and I can't help but turn to face him and bury my face in his chest. "I don't want to have to do this all over again!" I sob, finally letting go. He pulls me closer. "I've been having the dreams again, but this time it's those damn wolves that get you!" I cry. "Sweetheart, why didn't you tell me?" He asks softly, stroking my hair. "Because what the use? I'm going to keep having dreams about you because I'm too scared of losing you!" I reply.

This was my problem: I had helped Sasori feel as if he was deserving of my love, yet here I was; crying into his shoulder like a baby, talking about how scared I was to lose him. "You've got to let that go..." He whispers, kissing my forehead. "I know..." I reply, "but I'm just so terrified I-" He cuts me off by planting his soft warm lips on mine. I'm surprised at first, but then I kiss him back eagerly. He pulls me closer, wrapping his arms tighter around me. I slide my arms around his neck as I kiss him. Eventually, we pull away, foreheads still touching. "I want you to know that whenever you need me, I'll be there. I'll be there even if you don't need me..." He says with a sad smile. I nod, still crying. "Okay. Thank you." I whisper. I feel a lot better, but I'm scared the dreams will still come. "If you have a bad dream, just tell me." He says, almost reading my mind. I nod again and snuggle into him as I fall asleep.