Passover love

Chapter 36

Chapter 36

The sky was aiming for it's audience. It stayed to be beautiful, as it sparks, the stars is too inevitable to be much more evident. In view, it's the most the most outstanding in the dark for it's optic range of vision. It's feature are beaming with good outlook in it, as well as the moon. 

The both are the same. But you can differentiate it.

The moon is in it's sphere, while the stars, lacks sides, that makes it shaped looking like . As simple as that.

The night turned out the opposite way I think about. It is much more of a runaway scene for me. It's not compatible for me. The indescribable feeling attached to where it belongs, pinned into a safer zone where stars really, shine brightly, into me.

"Y-you're..almost married to someone?" I tried to not make my voice crack. 

"Yes, it wasn't a force one. I loved her, but not in a romantic way--" I stopped him.

"What?! You don't marry a girl like that! You should love her in a way a spouse would do. Making her feel that she is loved, in a million miles would past, you will love her, till you reach your persecution." I clamor.

"But I also wanted to help her."

I shook my head. "No. Marriage is sacred thing, therefore, it should be genuine as it could be."

"I know. But she needed me, as her friend---"

"Then you could have just helped her! Marrying her is not the only solution a wise men could think of! There's a lot ways Gabriel! You should've compromise things first before doing that decision."

"It wasn't the only reason why I married her, Vasilka. I was hurt that time, I couldn't think straight. The worst enemy that time was me, myself, and I know I'm such a jerk for doing that."

"No matter how big or small that reason Gabriel, is will always be wrong. I know you're hurt, and I understand it, but please, when you don't know what to do, don't make decisions."

"An answer is needed that time, Vasilka."

"Why? Wouldn't that answer wait?" Tears suddenly pooled in my eyes. I was hurt. All I ever wanted for him was to be pure, he wasn't that pure. And I was suppose to know that since the beginning. But now, it slapped me in the face. It was harder, painful than what it may seemed to be.

He wipe my tears before he reached my hand and started rubbing it.

"I know you got hurt by it Vasilka, but things are really complicated that time." He said, still caressing both of my hands.

"Why? Wouldn't you tell me why?" I said, in between my sobs.

He lowered his head. "I can't."

"Why can't you?"

"I just can't. I'll tell you in the right time, okay? I promise. Just...hold on to that." 

That was final. I just nodded to him. I'm not forcing him, neither my memories. Because I know, that today's not the time God had given me. He just gave me patience. The patience to wait with something enormous that would happen.

He planted a kiss in my forehead, for quite too long.

"Gabriel?"

"Yes?"

"What are we?"

"Humans." He said.

I elbowed him while he chuckled.