Chapter 17
The words he left struggle to even process in my head. Is he joking? How could he say that? I mean, people will wonder things and doubt that I have a physical attachment with my mouthwatering tantalizing bodyguard.
The way he looked at me with his usual cold stare makes my nape feel so cold. Like his stare could literally froze you into place without knowing it's actual reason. He may stare at me like that but inside my head, he is different from what I may seem to understand right now.
I almost flinch when he notices my stare at him. I shifted at my seat and stare straightly. But he's like magnet that you can't avoid but to look. I couldn't help but steal another glance at him.
He smiled. He smiled! I can't believe it! Maybe he'll think I am that desperate to see him everyday that's why he brought me too?
He may not understand my complete perception to not allow him to go and take a leave but soon, I know he will.
"Why?" I asked softly to even make him gentle. While driving, he just looks straightly, not looking at me. I somehow feel dismay about it.
Can he even not look at me even just a quick glance? But, anyways, I understand that he's driving and professional by the things he did. But letting me come with him? I'm not stone hearted. I know what this means.
"Don't overthink. I just brought you, so you'll allow me." He simply said. Boredom is visible in his face and I tried to take that off, but he'll not just cooperate.
I just nodded. I let me head rest and while I stared at the window intently. It's raining outside. The fog that covered the natural sunlight that shimmered perfectly, felt gloom. Overly perfect but lack of a nice feeling.
I may like the clouds to cry, but somehow, I think of those people who lived at the streets. The dog struggling to pass the streets with so much effort to blink at its finest. The indescribable feeling when an air of melancholy surrounded those hopeless people.
If they could stay and warm place and secure their hands with their mighty. If only the world doesn't go around with technologies anymore. Because of that, they didn't notice the people who are suffering.
They think they can see reality in mobile phones. They are completely wrong. Mobile phones can create false reality. The amount of time they have given and use at technologies are now wasted.
People's perspective nowadays counts on what will be tomorrow. They'll just make themselves believe that there's a lot of days ahead. Not noticing the time, they used. Remember, they may be a lot of years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, and even seconds that we may encounter. But when you look back, you can't count those days you've wasted. You can't go back. That's why in every move you'll take, think wisely. Because the world right now is not chocolates and sweets. The world is full of bitterness and asperity.
I didn't notice how many minutes or hours I take when I woke up from my sleep. By the cold weather I felt earlier, they've been completely vanished by the soft and silky blanket that Is put half in my body.
I feel warm and cozy. Just as the rain stops as I overlook at the window. Warm and orange colored enveloped my eyes. The warmness in it is glowing in my skin. Making me think that maybe, in the future, we can still see sun and rainbows.
I peeked at my side. My bodyguard is still driving seriously. When would he try to balance seriousness and calmness?
"Are we close enough?" I asked while yawning. The move I made with my hands makes him turned around at me. I was stretching. Up, down, side, side, side, then center. Done.
BINABASA MO ANG
Passover love
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