Seaweed and Wise - Never letting go

Who am I

I am the girl who loves my island, and the girl who loves the sea... It calls me...
Kidding but totally true <==
So I've changed since the time I started this thing, obviously. I was like 16, not too much sence in that age, though enough by my standards ;) XD. And you knew me through these stories I wrote, and they were nice (still are to me...) and I had some fun with that. I put my heart and soul into it, like any other writer. And I admit that I had Annabeth act like me sometimes, but it's not so because I'd like to be her but because I always related to that person so well. I've changed so much and I'm proud of myself. Not only have I grown as a person but I opened up to others, I started in the beginnings, I learned to give up things I didn't want to do and hold tight to those I loved. And I wanna say something about me and this universe I created to "my" vision on this website. Mostly I wanna talk about me this once.
This 28th July I turned 19. Cool right? But time goes so fast, too fast I'd say, but what would we be if not for this flow of life. I'm starting college too, in like a month and something but what's really important to me (after family), is for example dancing and creating stuff. I'm a dancer and an artist, if I haven't mentioned that. Movement is so deeply rooted in me by now that I say it a lot, finally. I was shy to say those things as something that classified me at first, thought I wasn't good enough. But I found myself in it. And I found another family via dance too.
But to the core here, what I am is me. I'm not trying to be anyone else, I'm not trying to pretend I'm any of these characters. No. The characters are in my heart and soul, and thanks to that I am me, does it make any sense now? If not, here's why.
Before Annabeth and Percy, I was scared to be myself. After Annabeth and Percy, I'm the real me. The me that wanted to get out there and find herself on the stage. I'm the me that's no more afraid to sing anything anywhere. I'm the me that stands in front of a thousand people and performs with no fear. I'm so free in spirit now and that is something. I took over my own life, you get that? I did that cause I learned how to not give up, ever. And I learned that all thanks to this awesome piece of literature. (And like Marvel and DC are great deal too)
Problem is, I picked up so many dreams during that "dark" time that I'm too awed by everything I wanna do now. Enough for spilling my heart out though.
My "no plans" plan is to just leave when I feel like it in the course of my college years. I'm not entirely sure if I'll last long enough to get my degree before the "off I go" but I'll finish it some time in my life. Don't tell me mom though ;) *no really, she'd try to talk me out of it XD
Other than that, I'm studying to be a nurse, which is an amazing job but it has so many cons that I'm not so sure anymore. I have a plan B and B* so I'm good.
Any questions about me? Anything you wanna tell this awesome community? If so, just scream it to the world. Life's too short to overthink.
My advice: do what your heart tells you, you'll feel so good then. And if it scares the holy spirit out of you but excites you at the same time, then that's your way ❤
PS: you can't love unless you learn to love yourself