Lost

Chapter 7. Backstory 2

trigger warning sucide attempt

We made it to the safe house in
Australia.

Right now downstairs my parents are questioning some innocent guy who knows nothing and it always ends the same.

Still and I can't help but cry and get angrier each time he scream in pain. as they pull out his teeth.

I'm laying on my bed in my room while  Keep Ya Head Up by 2Pac plays in the background.

Then a hear a gunshot then silence.

I'm done I've had enough of the innocent people dying. I'm done with this life

I get up and walk to my bathroom. I look in the mirror my brown eyes once full of life look drained and my brown hair is a mess.

As I look in the mirror I can't help but cry then all my anger takes over and I punch the mirror and it breaks.

I look at the lifeless person in the deformed mirror and I don't recognize her.

I pick up a piece of glass and put it to my wrist. Then I think its their fault my life is like this, they did this to me. I shouldn't hate myself because I hate them with every fiber of my being.

So I pack everything my favorite book, my favorite shirts, and a few hundred dollars to buy a plane ticket and get me started in wherever I go.

My parents are downstairs watching tv. Never in a million years would they think I would betray them but look where we are now.

I make sure I'm where gloves and to leave no trace I was ever in this house.

I'm halfway downstairs my gun with a silencer at the ready. I think of all the awful stuff they did and said to me.

bang. bang.

The best way to get ride of the bodies is to burn it and this awful house with it.

So I make it look like a gas leak and head to the airport.

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As I'm waiting in line everyone is staring at me. Then I remembered, one last thing my parents gave to me a black eye and a busted lip. They guy in front of me is yelling at here about his dads coffin or something.

Finally I'm able to get my ticket

"Hi I needed your earliest flight from here to anywhere" I say

"Ummm let me see, here Oceanic flight 815 to Los Angeles, California"

"Great I was born there I'll take it"

"Can I ask your name?"

"Hayley White"

damn I forgot

"Heres your ticket enjoy your flight"

"Thank you"

And thats why I was on Oceanic flight 815.