i say that i'll erase you,
but i can't really let you go yet.
no longer updating, thank you for the endless amount of support for this cringe thing i started and never would've expected to get this amount of attention for. :)
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"Y/n?" Namjoon's husky voice filled my ears and sent shivers down my spine.
"Hmm?" He sighed and squeezed my hand tight before releasing it and resting his head on my shoulder.
He stayed silent for a bit and I decided not to pressure him into telling me what ever was bothering him.
he can tell me when he's ready, not when I force him to.
We stayed like that for a whole and I enjoyed his arms wrapped around my waist, legs entangled with mine, and head resting on my shoulder.
"Just, just remember that I always love you okay?"
"Of course Joon. I love you too."
"No like I mean this with my whole life. You're not just my world but my whole universe. I cant comprehend in words how much I love you." Without realizing it, I felt a tear slip out my eye and I wiped it while smiling.
"What did I do to deserve you?" I felt his laugh as he kissed me behind the ear.
"It's the other way around love."
I snapped out of my flashback and I watched as I stood face to face with the man in front of me who used to claim that he loved me.
"Y-you're lying..." I felt his cold eyes staring into mine and I could feel my heart tearing into shreds.
"I'm not lying about anything. I never loved you." His cold tone pierced through my heart and I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out.
I couldn't see Namjoon properly because of the tears that were flowing in my eyes. He scoffed and turned around and walked to the door. Before he could leave I said the words that made him stop.
"Did you remember that night where you told me you would always love me? How about when you said that I was your whole universe? Look me in the eye and tell me that it meant nothing, because it sure as hell means everything to me." My voice gave up and cracked in the end. I watched him stop before turning around.
I swear I saw that his eyes were glossy but they became into the cold, hard ones that I hated.
"They meant nothing to me." He slammed the door and I watched as he left and took the remaining pieces of my heart with him within the cold unforgiving night.
At this point I felt like I died. I know he's lying but why is he hurting me like this? Was it something I did? Why can't we just talk it out?
why are you breaking my heart like this namjoon?
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this story isn't finished and there's gonna be a part 2 so yALL R GONNA KNOW IF NAMJOON IS LYING OR WHY HE IS
