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"you don't know how much you're hurting me."
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i wanna leave each time i recall old memories of us and realize how much you changed,
but i stay.
i wanna leave each time you talk to me like you have to when you don't want but talk to her like she's the best thing that ever happened,
but i stay.
i wanna leave each time we finally start bonding again, only to have you completely start acting like the same cold person you were a few days ago.
but i stay.
i wanna leave when i realize that you only come to me when you feel like you have to or when you need something.
but i stay.
i wanna leave when you ignore me for so long and but acknowledge her. it hurts but i pretend it doesn't.
but i stay.
i wanna leave each time you ask me if im okay and i say yes with the fake mask i've learned to put on.
but i stay.
i wanna leave when the days are getting harder for me to handle and my first instinct is to go to you but i realize you don't care anymore.
but i stay.
i wanna stay but you're hurting me too much.
so i leave.
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bts angst
Fanfictioni say that i'll erase you, but i can't really let you go yet. no longer updating, thank you for the endless amount of support for this cringe thing i started and never would've expected to get this amount of attention for. :)
