i say that i'll erase you,
but i can't really let you go yet.
no longer updating, thank you for the endless amount of support for this cringe thing i started and never would've expected to get this amount of attention for. :)
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I stared lifelessly at my food while Taehyung, my boyfriend, continued to laugh with his friend. I should mention that this friend was a girl.
Now don't get me wrong, I have no problem with Taehyung having friends that are females but, it seemed like I wasn't even there at all. It seemed like I was the friend of Taehyung in all honesty.
Taehyung sighed after laughing at a remark she made and looked at me. His smile dropped a little.
"Hey are you okay y/n? You barely finished any of your food." I faked a smile at Taehyung and looked his friend.
"I'm fine." He stared at me and rolled his eyes, knowing I was being stubborn.
"Okay whatever you say." Ouch. I felt the sting in my heart as Taehyung dismissed my attitude and continued talking. I was becoming furious now.
They both bursted out laughing and I could feel my hands balling into fists under the table. I was about to burst if one of them started to laugh one more time.
Suddenly I felt Taehyung's friend's stare at me.
"So y/n, how are you and Taehyung?" I faked a small friendly smile at her. "It's going great actually. Thanks for asking."
She smiled back. "That's great! Actually I remember that in high school, Taehyung and I had.." i didn't bother to listen to the rest of her sentence as she bragged about her past with Taehyung.
I felt my insides on fire as she laughed when Taehyung mentioned the times that he threw notes at her in class. I stood up suddenly and slammed my eating utensils down.
They both stopped and immediately looked at me.
"You know what? I really appreciate being invited to dinner here tonight but I'm honestly not feeling too well. I'll be heading home now." I glared at Taehyung.
"You can stay here with her, ill get home just fine so don't you worry about a thing." I looked at his friend and faked what felt like the 100th fake smile of the night. I grabbed my belongings and stormed away.
I could hear murmurs and footsteps behind me as I left the restaurant, attracting stares from strangers.
I felt a tight grip on my wrist and I turned around immediately to see Taehyung with an angry and worried expression.
"What is up with you? You've been so uptight all night!" He hissed and I frowned as I pulled my wrist back.
"Why don't you ask your little friend that?" His face softened a bit and he whispered my name but i quickly turned around and walked away at a fast pace.
I heard Taehyung shouting my name in the distance and for a good second, I thought he would chase after me but I realized he stayed. I just closed my eyes that were filled with tears and stormed away from the restaurant in disappointment.
