i felt sick to my stomach. i was holding a trash can in my lap, while i was sitting up in bed. johnny went to get us some breakfast, from sweet green. the second i found myself not throwing up, i rushed to the bathroom. i haven't had my period for 3 months, but i didn't think anything of it because my cycles are always irregular. i opened the bottom cabinet, and grabbed the box of pregnancy tests that i'd brought when i was alone. i'm having morning sickness and missing my cycle, i might as well try. the last time we'd done anything with each other was two days ago, he looked eager this morning as well.
i pulled the skinny white stick out of the box. i peered at it with a clear mind. my pants were slowly pulled down, and i sat down on the toilet. i placed the stick underneath me, and began peeing on it. i pulled my pants back up to my waist, and set it down on the cabinet. the box read wait 30 to 40 minutes before checking the test. two lines is positive. one line is negative. anxiously i did so.
johnnyboo🌤🖤
almost home, angel. they had to bring the food out to me.
my heart warmed at the message. the timer i set on my phone went off, and my stomach dropped. i got up again and crept into the bathroom. the stick trembled in my clammy, shaking hands. not one, but two lines. two lines. how are we going to even take care of a baby. i didn't know how he was going to take it. i was frightened by my thoughts, the stick haunted me in the corner of my eyes. i grabbed it back into my hands, and put it back into the box like it had never even been used. with that, i also had to put it back in the bottom cabinet.
a few minutes later, the front door of our house squeaked open. causing me to jump a little in my bed. johnny had his key to the house, and i had mine, it had to be him. my feet stepped hard against the carpet wrapped stairs, and then the hard wood floor of our kitchen. he was behind the kitchen island table, setting the bags of food down. he placed his large hands on either of my hips. he pulled me into to him, my back being against his chest. soft, yet chapped lips were felt against my temple.
"hey, my love." his raspy morning voice repelled into my ear. hey um i don't know how to say this but i'm preg-
"hi baby." come on, now y/n get it together.
"i got you everything you wanted and more." his thumbs traced shapes on my waist line, underneath my pants. voice still raspy in my war, as his morning hair fluffed into my face. tickling the skin of my forehead.
"you didn't have to get me anything more. but, thank you." you could've been told him by now and gotten it over with, you fuc-
"i know i didn't but, i wanted to." the movement of his lips, were on my neck. his words were muffled in my skin, sending a vibrating sensation throughout my body. his thumbs moved faster on my waist, getting lower. i could melt in his arms right now. i felt weak under his touch.
"i-i got you something too." my voice awkwardly echoed into the sounds of him sucking the skin of my neck.
"what is it?" the inaudible sound of his voice asked. his lips trailed down my collar bone, face was tucked under my chin. just tell him. spit it out idiot.
"come here, and ill show you." a seductive type smirk burned through the skin of my colar bone. he darkly chuckled. fuck. i didn't mean it like that.
"why can't you just show me right here?" his vision gazed at the kitchen counter, when he finally let me turn around to look him in the face. he still had a firm hold on me.
"just come on, it's important." he looked at me, with harsh eyes. i took his hand and basically, had to drag him up the stairs, being that he couldn't keep his hands to himself.
"sit here. i'll be right out." i pointed to the bed, and his grip loosened from around me, leaving me cold. i went into the bathroom and closed the door behind me. i swung the cabinet open, and grabbed the box, then set it down on the counter above. come on do it already, if he's mad. he'll just be mad. using one hand i hid the test behind back and my other shaking hand was used to twist the knob and open the door. his full attention was on me, as he sat up on the bed.
"close your eyes." and he did so. i was straight forward. stop shaking and show him already dip shi-
"give me your hand." i rubbed the palm of his hand with my thumb to settle my nerves. i slowly took my hand from behind my back and placed the white stick into his hand. his fingers wrapped around, trying to figure out what it was.
"you can open your eyes now." they fluttered open, and revealed his emerald green orbs. he stared down at his hand, in confusion. does he not know.
"what is this?" he looked over to me, i sat down next to him on the bed and cleared my throat. i put my hand on top of his and the test.
"baby, i'm pregnant." his eye brows furrowed, yet a cheerful full smile took over his face.
"y-you-re w-what." he stuttered, and jumped up from his seat.
"pregnant." i gulped, not fully recognizing his reaction.
"we're going to be a family baby!"he jumped up and down, then pulled me off of the bed.
"you're not mad."
"what!? no, this is the best surprise. god, my baby is having a baby!" he hugged me so tight that i almost couldn't breathe.
"i'm glad your happy babe." i smiled up at him. his body knelt down on the floor, leaving his knees to the ground and his head even with my stomach. he lifted my shirt up and i nodded in reassurance.
"where's the baby at, you're tummy is still flat." he was using a baby voice as his hand rubbed against my stomach, and i could've stopped breathing there because of the cuteness. i laughed because of how clueless he was, i ruffled his hair.
"the baby is in there, trust me." his soft pink lips, kissed on the skin of my stomach all around. i looked down at how cute he was being.
"damn. i can't wait babe." his forehead gently rested against my skin. an amazing father, already.
i want johnny and i like dis one hehe. i don't wanna go back to mf school yo lmao. there will be another part up later, because im probably staying up late. i appreciate all of you babies that read and take the time out to do so. i love all of you so much.💗💓💞💕💖
