"i don't care anymore! is that the fucking answer you're looking for!" i yelled.
"oh, so you're just going to give up on us?" johnny disgustedly asked.
"i am! you've been picking fights with me for the past month! i can't take it anymore john!" i yelled in frustration.
"guys what's going on?" hayden asked, haystack had no place bringing his head ass into our conversation. being that johnny had already invited a bunch of his friends over without consulting me.
"she said that she doesn't care anymore. pathetic." johnny rolls his eyes. wasn't even hayden's place to know.
"oh i'm pathetic, say that again and watch what happens you fucking asshole. no wonder why you can't keep a fucking girlfriend." i rolled my eyes as well, right back at him. nudging his shoulder as i leave the room.
he didn't want to loose this fight, let alone any other one so he pushed my buttons.
"i can keep a fucking girlfriend!" he yelled.
"calling me pathetic, yeah i'm so sure." i grabbed delilah's hand and yanked her to
the front door.
"don't let her take you, she'll turn you against us." someone warns. i turn my back, seeing corbyns tall figure behind me in the living room. johnny always talked shit about him yet they were friends, what the fuck.
"are you fucking serious corbyn?" i roll my eyes at him too, pissing me off worse than what johnny had already.
"y/n, i don't understand you honestly." johnny sighed.
"say that when i'm underneath, when you actually feel bad for me. and that goes for all of you. thinking i was actually cared for, you're right johnny, i am pathetic." i shook my head from tears, slamming the front door.
everyone was wide eyed, not knowing what to do. we'd never fought in front of anyone before. but the way delilah is she runs after me.
"swait mwommy." she ran down the cement steps with her chubby little feet.
i was walking towards the sidewalk, trying to figure out a way to go.
i felt bad for ignoring my daughter but i do. wanting to be alone. forever.
"i wusth stalking thu you!" she said sternly.
"what dede?" i turned around, with tear dried cheeks. bloodshot eyes.
"i-i-i-" she stutters.
"i don't deserve love. i just need to move on and just forget him. he's to good for me, i'm pathetic."
fuck.
