johnnyboo🌟💘
hurry the hell home now.
johnnyboo🌟💘
thats why i told you to not even leave.
johnnyboo🌟💘
why aren't you answering me.
johnnyboo🌟💘
what the hell is taking so long.
johnnyboo🌟💘
are you fucking cheating on me.
johnnyboo🌟💘
being at the grocery store shouldn't take this long.
johnnyboo🌟💘
ik what you're doing y/n and it's not cool.
johnnyboo🌟💘
we both agreed to never do this to each other. you lied to my face.
johnnyboo🌟💘
answer me now y/n, i'm not playing.
johnnyboo🌟💘
what's the fucking deal, usually you answer right away.
johnnyboo🌟💘
wtf yo it's almost one am, i'm getting pissed tf off.
my phone repeatedly vibrated in the shopping cart. i looked down to see that it was my impatient boyfriend, johnny. being that it was late at night, i didn't think this many people would still be in walmart. lines were backed up, and im down the ice cream isle. yes, my hungry boyfriend sent me to go get him ice cream. i picked up my phone, that he'd blown, by sending message after message. i'm just now seeing them because i was preoccupied by looking for the ice cream he wanted. when i realized i forgot what kind it was. i decided to text back after reading some of them.
me
what kind of ice cream was it again?
johnnyboo🌟💘
yk what my favorite ice cream is. it's ben and jerry's chocolate fudge. don't even worry about. i don't want it anymore. you can cheat on me, i'll do just the same.
me
wth, you sent me to walmart. the lines are long and i couldn't find the ice cream. who tf said i was cheating on you.
johnnyboo🌟💘
i said you were bc you fucking ignored my questions, and you always answer me.
i couldn't text anymore. i called him over ten times and he hung up each, sending me directly to voicemail. i grabbed the ice cream anyway and rushed over to a line with the least people. i soon reached the front, and grabbed my bag. i parked in the front so i ran over to it, and drove fast down the highway to our house.
i opened the front door, and his dark figure sat in the living room. i closed the door behind me, setting his ice cream down on the kitchen cabinet. i walked into the living room and sat down on the couch next to him.
"get out." i paused and my jaw parted open due to him growling at me.
"wh..." he cut me off.
"get the fuck out you heard me!" it felt like a slap to the face. he was now standing over me. like i was some sort of child getting fussed at by there parents.
"why? this is my house." i asked.
"yea that i paid for." i picked the house out, and i paid part of it. "you want to fucking cheat on me get the hell out of my house!" i could've cried right there, as he yelled in my face.
"no, because i didn't even cheat on you." i remained calm, in his madness.
"i cant stand when you lie to my face. you fucking dirty ass hoe." his jaw clenched shut, veins popping out of his neck. teeth gritting at the sight of me. i stood up and pushed him off of me.
i ran. not knowing where i was going but i ran. as far away as i could. fucking dirty ass hoe repeated in my head, causing me to want to collapse on the ground underneath me. i'd been gone for almost thirty minutes before my phone rang in my back pocket. the phone read, incoming call from johnnyboo🌟💘.
it took everything in me not to answer but i did so any way.
"what didn't you tell me to leave, and i did. so what do you want?" the words spit out of my mouth like venom into the phone. pools of tears were collected onto my hot and burning cheeks. i stopped walking.
"i want you to come home." the opposite of the person he was earlier. he was being sweet. i knew that i needed to go home, it pained me to not see him. i couldn't go any longer.
"why?" i spoke harshly into the phone.
"don't be hard headed. just come home." i turned back in the direction of our house. i needed a piece of mind. i hung up the phone and did as he said.
the door was unlocked so i just opened it and then slammed it shut. not caring who i woke up, being that's it was late at night and i was already in a pissed off mood.
i walked over to him, standing on the floor of our living room. he embraced me, as i cried into his chest. he pulled my hair out of my face and wiped the tear that fell down my cheek with his thumb. his hands caressed my face, leaving me to look him in the eye.
"angel, i'm so so so fucking sorry. you are my baby. you're not or never will be a fucking dirty ass hoe. you're not that at all. you're absolutely beautiful babe. i over reacted, and i was just paranoid that you were doing something because of how late you were out. in reality you were going out of your way for me, to make sure i had what i wanted. from that bottom of my heart, love, this will not happen again. the words should've never came out of my mouth. i don't know if i can even call myself a man after that. i'm so fucking sorry, babygirl." his voice was soft, yet gentle, and i began to crack as he got chocked up. his words were genuine, i could honestly tell how sorry he was because of the tear that was now running down his cheek.
"i forgive you baby. i still think the world of you. we all say things we don't mean when we're under pressure. you're my everything." i sniffed, then took a deep breath.
"i know it just..." he paused "the shit just breaks my heart that it made you cry." he put his head down and sunk into the couch. i took his face into my hands, and stood in between his legs.
"look at me. i love you. i always will." he pulled me down into his lap.
"i love you more, my love."
i told you guys that i would update again. i might even update three times, so be looking out for another update. if not tn, then it will be tomorrow's update. if you have anything you want me to write about lmk in the comments. i appreciate all of you babies that take the time out to read. i love you all so much.💘💗💞💓
