mushy messages and sweet times.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
hey babygirl, it seems like you haven't been yourself lately based on how you've been pushing me away but just remember that i am here for you okay. if you don't want to talk about it i understand. being at the studio without you isn't the same. when i get home we can go get ice cream and watch netflix all day long if you want. i'll provide the snacks and everything but if you do want to talk i'm a phone call away. or if just wanna cry i'll be ur pillow. if ur friends and family aren't going to be there for you, then i will. if you let me.
me
i love you.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
i love you too.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
and by that i mean, i want to have dates where it's just me and you cuddling on the couch, and i want to take you out to dinners that i can get you anything you want. and just talk about everything, everything that i've missed while i've been away. you haven't been yourself, at all and i feel like it's mostly my fault. i just want to buy you flowers on random occasions just to show you how much i love you. i want my whole family to meet you so they can also get to know the amazing girl that i've grown so close with.
me
do you remember when you first told me that you love me?
johnnyboo⛅️💗
ohhh yeah i do. i remember how nervous i was to tell you because i didn't know what your response would be.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
but i'm glad i did.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
because now you're mine.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
and i want you so bad right now. fuck i'm about to come home.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
i look at you and you're already mine but i still think to myself what did i do to get you.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
because you're that fucking incredible to me.
me
can i confess something?
johnnyboo⛅️💗
you aren't even texting like yourself this isn't you. what is it babe are you alright?
me
no... :(
johnnyboo⛅️💗
angel pls tell me.
me
i miss you, i miss seeing your face, feeling your hand in mine. your arms around my waist. i just miss you. i need you... i need to see you. you can't come home bc you have to finish ur ep, everything is so overwhelming without you. :(
johnnyboo⛅️💗
i'm coming now.
me
okay.
me
sure.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
I FUCKING LOVE YOU GODDAMN.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
LISTEN TO ME.
me
why, why would any one love me? :( :(
johnnyboo⛅️💗
BECAUSE YOUR A GREAT HUMAN BEING AND I LOVE YOU AND THINKING ABOUT YOU AND LOOKING AT YOUR PRETTY SELF. I JUST LOVE YOUR STUBBORN ASS. when i say i'm coming home i am, your health isn't okay and i left you alone. i shouldn't have done that, i take full blame. your my baby, i hold you so close that i just never want to let go. you are my fucking baby, and i should've stayed at home with you.
me
i'll just be upset either way.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
i'm trying my damn best. just wanna say i'm sorry. i know i don't compliment you enough and i'm sorry. i'm gonna work on it. but baby, you are and always will be the most beautiful girl in the world to me. i'm serious babe, you are perfect to me, i wouldn't change a single thing about you. i love every inch about you babe. i'm sorry that i'm the reason you aren't yourself. you are my world. i'd be lost with you. my heart and soul goes out to you.
me
i don't know why i'm like this, like i hate it about myself but i'm so so so needy and clingy i just need so much affection. so i'm sorry if i get moody or whatever because that's what always happens when i don't get it cause i'm a brat when it comes to that and attention.
johnnyboo⛅️💗
baby girl don't ever apologize to me again. especially for attention or wanting me. that's my job. you're my girl. you're my lady. my job is to make sure you know that you're wanted. my job is to make sure you know that your valued. and let you know i'm crazy about you. any chance i get and every chance i get i'm going to show you affection. because i don't know what assholes you have dated but you deserve to feel wanted 24/7. and that's why i'm here baby girl.
a mini heart attack began to form when the screen read johnnyboo⛅️💗 is calling.
"hello." i said softly between sniffles.
"open the front door." i drug myself from underneath my grey squishy comforter. he hung up the phone. all i had on was on of johnny's large shirt. the cool wooden floor tingled against my warm feet as they hardly hit the floor.
i twisted the knob impatiently, to be greeted by a dark blond almost brown fluffy haired boy. with green eyes that made me melt with passion every time i looked into them. bags surrounded him, they fell to the floor once he saw the sight of me. looking like he hadn't slept in days, his bags bigger than the luggage all around him.
i leaned against the door frame and he put out his arms lifting his hands in upward motions. gesturing for me to run up and jump onto him. i did just that. the enormous shirt i had on wrapping around me with him. the heels of my feet sunk into his butt. my lower half resting on his waist and and torso. my small hands gripped around the back of his neck, my elbows connecting to his chest.
i lightly placed open mouth kisses onto his neck and all around his face. stopping at his lips.
"miss me?" his husky voice entered the air.
"more than anything."
okay i really freakin lived for writing this and this is one of my best ones i've ever written. a personal favorite. never forget you guys are beautiful, talented, and worth everything and you deserve the world. follow me on insta @absolutejohnnyo plugggg! i luhh i so very much. xx🖤-amya
