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This is my second journal about being trans. Don't even both reading. I'll probably be dead in a week or two anyways. *trigger warning for the first few chapters*

#boyf #boyfriend #eatingdisorder #food #gay #gsa #imsuchathirstyho #killmyself #lgbt #lgbtq #lonely #mental #mentalillness #pan #problems #rant #riend #sad #saga #suicide #trans #transgender #trigger #triggerwarning #vent

10 pm isn't even late and I'm tired

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by whyamIalivelol

by whyamIalivelol

I feel the need to start starving myself again whoops.

I was watching Børns and crying again.

Honestly though i just wanna be as pretty as him.

I'm fricken nasty.

I painted on my arm earlier and since it's water color it's pretfy much gone now.

I'm so pale.

Let me explain everything in he background.

The puppy lover poster is something I got when I was in like, second grade and I decided to put it up because why not.

The Donald trump thing is a calendar counting down the days until he gets out of office. It's great 10/10 would recommend.

We have a nice poster of Castile that's barley visible in the corner.

And then of course my huge fricken rainbow flag because gaayyyyyy.

You can't even see my scars on camera so that's good. They're barley visible irl unless you look hard enough.

I'm bored and don't want to bother my friends because I'm annoying so I'm just gonna our random things here.

I'm sorry.

That's a picture of James trying to kill me. It almost looks like I have a jawline.

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