it is getting worse

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my mental health is whatever it's the same as it has been. 

On Wednesday though I wore a sports bra under my binder and it hurt so much I couldn't breathe but it worked because I wanted to take my binder off after gym. 

I'm wearing a shirt with a huge windbreaker and I'm not binding and I'm very uncomfortable but it's better than binding. 

uhhh oh yeah I might have a crush on 2 maybe 3 people. bs, as usual, and then these two dudes and one of them is straight and has a girlfriend. I don't really like him he just sits next to me a lot in band and is hot.

AND THEN WE GET AC. I've known him (and the other dude they might be twins cannot confirm nor deny) since sixth grade. This is the first year that we're actually talking and like, being friends. I mean sorta I don't think he would call me his friend. Anyways, I'm trying to prove that he's bi because he's either bi or a straight guy that's very okay with lgbt people and secure in his masculinity. I'll put some screenshots of texts that I sent my friends in the next update thing because I really think he's bi. 

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