my dysmorphia and dysphoria are super bad. So is my anxiety and depression.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
I'm on testosterone. not big dosages or anything I only get a shot every three months with my birth control. My voice has kinda changed a little bit.
I'm also getting a new binder but the wait time is like 1-7 weeks. so in the meantime, I'm going to be dying. I think until I get it I'll go back to my gc2b binder because the one I have now is like a sports bra and it makes me so uncomfortable.
I've also discovered the reason I hate dubstep so much: it triggers my seizures.
like legit it stresses me to the point where I twitch and my twitches and seizures aren't even from epilepsy.
I just
really wanna die as well.
YOU ARE READING
I'm trans and problematic
RandomThis is my second journal about being trans. Don't even both reading. I'll probably be dead in a week or two anyways. *trigger warning for the first few chapters*
