I'm trans and problematic

I'm sad and tired again

This is the norm.

I'm just laying on the floor with nothing to do. 

Hnnnnnnnnn

I want to know what it's like to be hot.

I always want a boyfriend. But that's normal for me.

I just have pent up emotions because I'm stable enough for a relationship now but we'll, plans fell through and now I'm alone and, you guessed it, lonley.

I'm so pathetic hedbdbbfeodnngazpdkfb

It's so weird to think that I'm a teenager. I still feel like a child. 

All of my friends are so pretty what the frick.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm gonna describe my sexuality as fluid. Idk what it is and I don't really care.