I'm trans and problematic

Epic gamer moment am I right my dudes

First thing is that I was playing fortnite with my friends and the dudes on squads kept calling me a girl.

This one is huge trigger warning for eating disorders (you know who you are don't read this part it'll make you worse)

lol so the only thing I've eaten today is ramen and I didn't finish it. I had some tomatoes and a bit of my friends soda so I haven't really had any sugar and I can't feel my fingers. I'm al the point right now where I'm leaning to just not eating and loving the feeling of not having food. I think if I go on a strict diet of only rice, nuts, vegetables, and fruits and no oil or stuff like that I'll lose weight way faster. 

So basically I'm doing fantastic and I can't feel my fingers and I'm dizzy but it's gucci