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oliver wood hey jax are you okay? did we do something wrong?
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charlotte's web sorry that we pushed evan into telling us your name, didn't think it was a big deal
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alice in wonderland what's going on with you? why are you ignoring all of us? becuase we know your name - that's nothing. it's just your name we're not going to start calling you it or anything so stop being so dramatic
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even steven sorry that i told everyone your name, it didn't seem like such a big deal. can you just talk to me already? i'm worried about you
even steven okay
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jax i feel bad for ignoring all of them
hoseph why?
jax because they keep texting and are asking me what's wrong and if im okay and i feel bad for not telling them anything because they are my friends but i just hate them knowing because all i wanted was to put all that behind me
hoseph you are allowed time to kinda think it all through and calm down
jax but alice is angry with me. she just thinks im being overdramatic and i think evan is the same and so does oliver. i think lottie is really the only one who kinda understands and is okay with me taking some time
hoseph well fuck them
jax but i like them. they're my friends and i hate ignoring them because evan was the one who told them so i should really just be mad at him but im mad at the others for not understanding and pushing him to say it
hoseph im sorry
jax it's fine. i just wanted to forget all about who im supposed to be and what my parents want because im not that and i just wanna be myself without that pressure and when i hear my name it feels like that pressure is back
hoseph even though they aren't pressuring you?
jax yeah
jax i don't know, i just hate it and i hate that im dealing with it like this but i don't know how else to deal with it because i don't wanna talk to them and hear them say that name
jax it's jackson, by the way. not bad but i still hate it
hoseph i like jax better
[HE CAN'T HELP BUT SMILE]
jax thanks
hoseph no problem. i really do mean it, jax is a much better name
