We would see each other at school and parties but when I saw him alone, he was a different person.
He was my anchor but I never knew I was his distraction. He used me but I didn't know what for...
I've taken every single drug but he was my drug, he...
"What about this?" Allison showed me a dress that she got out of my closet. I looked at the dress and shrugged.
"I don't know Ally, isn't it a little to revealing?" She scoffed "since when did you care if a dress was to revealing?"
"I don't know it's just, I've changed my mind and I don't wanna wear something to short."
Allison rolled her eyes at me and Carried on looking in my closet. She finally found something for me to wear and it was still really short and I gave her a glare.
"Come on Yasmine please, it's Caleb Harrison's party so you have to dress to impress." Allison threw me the clothes. "Fine whatever." I finally gave in and went into the bathroom to change.
I was finally ready and Allison helped me put on a little makeup and she curled my hair for me.
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"Trust me you'll thank me later." Allison winked at me and I cringed.
"Where's your Dad?" She asked me. I sighed "Hungover in a parking lot somewhere."
There was a silence for a while and I pursed my lips. "Forget about your Dad Yaz, you're gonna be a senior soon and then you'll be going to college so you won't have to see him ever again in your life. Don't worry about it." I wish it was that simple.
I had to wear a denim jacket because I had short sleeves and I was sure that I didn't want people to question me about my cuts.
They were starting to go away but I couldn't cut again because Ethan had my pocket knife and that's the only thing I've ever really used to cut so it would be weird if I used something else.
~ AN HOUR LATER—
Allison and I reached to Calebs place and you could hear the loud music from 4 blocks away.
It was already dark outside but the house was filled with so many people and as we walked to the door, there were already a few people passed out in the bushes.
The strong smell of alcohol hit my nose as I walked through the door. Caleb was with his friends in the kitchen chugging down pints of beers.
"I'm gonna go and get a drink, you go and talk to Caleb." Allison said noticing that I was staring at Caleb. She walked off leaving me alone.
Caleb saw me and he waved at me. I sighed and waved back at him. I might as well go and talk to him.
"Hey." I said at him and smiled. "I'm so glad you came." He said over the loud music.
"Do you want a drink?" He asked and I nodded. "Sure But Just one." I can't have to much, I'm driving home and I'm sure that Allison will definitely be wasted.
