Bad Habits | E.D

Take The Pain Away

ETHANS P.O.V—

I held Yasmine as she cried. Her shoulders were moving up and down making the curls on her head bounce.

Even though she was my distraction it still hurt me to see her that way.
Nobody ever helped me whenever I was upset and I didn't want her to feel the same way.

I extremely hated it whenever she would get high or drink behind my back but I wouldn't blame her if she did at times like this. Sometimes it's all we would have.

I would rely on the drugs. Which means that....she can too.

At home I still had a stash of weed and drugs but I hadn't used it in a while because I thought that she could distract me instead of that but sometimes your emotions are to much for you to handle.

I lifted her chin and saw her mascara smeared all over her eye lids.
"I can help you take all the pain away." I told her and she stopped to take a breath for a moment.
"How?" She asked and I didn't say anything but take her hand and to the car park.

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I was driving at a normal speed but I was clenching onto the steering wheel, turning my knuckles a white colour.
My anxiety was through the roof and I just wanted to reach home by now.

I turned into the street and parked into the drive. Quickly I took my seat belt off and I ran to the other side of the passengers seat to help Yasmine out.

She didn't even get a chance to take her seatbelt off before I took it off and picked her up out of the car.
"Why are you rushing? We're only at your house." She asked as I held her hand to the door.
"You'll see."

I was rushing because I wanted to check if I wasn't an idiot by throwing away the packets of drugs I had hidden in my room. But I was a bigger idiot buying them in the first place.

I managed to open the door with the keys because my hands were shaking so much and I checked if Andrew was home. He wasn't.

"It's fine, he's not home." I told Yasmine and she came inside.

I went upstairs and into my bedroom.

My eyes landed on the top drawer opposite my bed and I started searching through it.
"Ethan why are you looking through your underwear drawer for?" Yasmine gave me a confused look and a little giggle escaped her lips.

"Because there's something in here."

I carried on looking and I finally found it.
A small brown bag wrapped around a small metal box.

"What's that?" She asked me and I grinned.

Slowly I unwrapped the bag of the box carefully and when I could see the box, I lifted open the lid.
Small packets were inside, each labelled and an old cigarette packet.

I took out the packet and showed it to Yasmine. She instantly knew what it was and gave me a worried look.
"You're the one who said I wasn't aloud to anymore."
"So?" I shrugged.

"So why are you handing me coke for?"

I started to fiddle with the packet and looked up at her, knowing that she wanted an answer.
"Because I know that you're going through a hard time right now and sometimes it helps." I finally spoke out but didn't make eye contact with her.

I was expecting her to start arguing with me but for once she didn't.
"Okay."

I looked up at her.
"Okay?"

"Yeah I've done this before." She said to me.
"Not this one." I took the packet right out of her hand.

YASMINES P.O.V—

Huh?
Compared to all the others, the powder was a brown colour.

"What is it?" I asked.
"Brown sugar." He smiled.
Heroin.

I shook my head and went to go and ran the packet again but Ethan pulled his hand back and looked at me.
"I don't think I should give you this, it's a bad idea-"
"No it's not, I'll be fine." I quickly answered back.

He looked at me for a moment and sighed, giving me the small packet.

I went over to his night stand and emptied the entire packet out on the flat surface.
Ethan walked over to me and helped me line up the powder with a piece of paper that he rolled up.

"Here." He said giving me the rolled up paper so I could snort it.

I gladly took it and put the paper over the powder and the other end below my nostril.

ETHANS P.O.V—

I watched her snort up every single bit of the powder and I just stood there helpless.
I was slowly starting to regret giving it to her.

Someone I knew had an overdose on the same drug Yasmine was taking and it didn't end well....

Before I knew it All of the powder was fully gone and I watched to see her reaction.
She sat still and I bent down to her level on the bed to be face to face with her.

"Yaz are you okay?" I snapped my fingers at her and she didn't blink.
This isn't supposed to happen.....

"Yasmine look at me. Hello?"

I turned my head for one second and when I faced her again, she smashed her lips onto mine.

She got up from the bed and wrapped her arms around my neck.
I pulled away to take a breath "What are you doing?" I Asked surprised.

"Just shut up." She said before smashing her lips onto mine again and pushing me onto the bed with her on top of me.

I wasn't used to being submissive but this time I was allowing it.
She helped me slip my shirt over my head and throw it on the floor and I watched her undress herself.

I bit my bottom lip and stared at her bare chest.

I took my belt off and just as she was about to slip my underwear off, I grabbed her wrist and pulled her closer to me.
"Don't get used to this, I'm always in control." I growled at her.
"Not today." She smirked at me.

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🌹AUTHORS NOTE🌹—

Sorry for the late update today. I was sooo close to not uploading today, I wasn't feeling so good and I've had a really bad day.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter and stay tuned for the next one, there's gonna be a little smut🤫😉

I'm starting to go back to Ethans plan and all that but I'll be including about their families as well so you know more about them.
I'll see you all in the next chapter BYE XOXO 😘😍❤️💝🔥🔥✌️✌️✌️✌️