Bad Habits | E.D

Get Used To Punishments

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YASMINES P.O.V—

The whole morning I ignored Ethan. At school it was the hardest because he was in all of my lessons and he was always everywhere.

I was with Allison in the cafeteria and he kept on looking at me.
I felt really uncomfortable so I put my hand on the side of my face so he couldn't look at me.

"Okay what's going on with you two?" Allison asked me.
"Nothing." I lied as I bit into an apple.

Allison glared at me "You're a fucking liar Yaz."
"Tell me the truth." She asked again.

I sighed "We kinda got into a disagreement yesterday and-"
"And What?"

"And Ethan didn't like that so now I'm mad at him." I said, not telling the entire story.

"I feel like you're not telling me everything."
Yeah that's because I'm not.

Ethan walked past our table and he stopped.
"Yaz can I talk to you please?" He asked me and I didn't look at him one bit.

I didn't answer and he just stood there awkwardly.

Allison kicked my leg under the table and she kept on signalling me to go with him.
I shook my head and she nodded at me.

"Please?" He asked again and gave an innocent smile.
I didn't know what else to do and I finally gave in.

"Alright." I sighed and I followed him outside the school.

~
"What do you want?" I asked.
"I just wanna sort things out between us."

There was a silence for a moment and I gave him the sign that I wasn't going to talk first.

"I wanted to apologise for yesterday, you know.....not trusting you."
As he was talking, he put his hand on my waist and I cleared my throat, telling him to stop but he wouldn't.

I tried to take his hand of me but he was too strong for me.
A grin appeared on his face and he slowly leaned in but I moved my head away from him.

"You wanted to talk, not touch me." I finally moved his hands off me.
"I can do both." He whispered into my ear.

I was about to give in but I stuck to my guard and backed away from him.
"Stop, please." I slightly raised my voice but I lowered it down after.

He sighed "I did it again didn't I?"
I nodded.

"I shouldn't have treated you the way I did, you trusted me but I never did with you and I was hoping I can earn it back? We can pick up from what we left of last night." Ethan smirked on that last bit.
"I don't care about sex right now, it's just.....I thought I finally gained your trust after everything but it seems like I haven't."

Ethan didn't respond to me and I waited for a minute and I just sighed.
There's no hope with him.

I started to walk off very slowly until Ethan called my name.
"Wait Yaz-I'm sorry too an-and it'll never happen again." He stuttered and I stopped and turned to face him.

"Yeah but about the punishmen-" He got cut off by someone walking past us and I knew that he didn't like talking about this with anyone else.

The both of us stayed quiet for a second until that person walked past and he finally started talking again.

"The punishments I can't promise they'll stop."
Wait what?!

"I've always done them-"
"Why?" I asked worriedly.

He sighed and glared at me "Because I like the type of sex when girls beg for it, those past couple of weeks I contained myself from doing anything else but I can't keep it up forever."
I didn't respond.

"Listen I know it sounds weird and you're not familiar with it but I will go easy on you but all I know is that....I really like you." He smiled at that last bit and I couldn't help but give in.

"Okay But I need you to trust me from now on-"
"Deal." He quickly responded.

I remembered that I left Allison in the cafeteria and I was about to go back but he stopped me again.
"This stays between us right?" He said gripping on to my wrist.
I nodded "yeah."

I smiled at him nervously before going back into the cafeteria and leaving him in the hallway.

ETHANS P.O.V—

I watched Yasmine as she walked out of the hallway with her hips swinging side to side.
She really meant a lot to me and if it was 2 years ago, I wouldn't think I would make it this far to be alive.

A smile formed on my face and I grabbed a cigarette from my pocket and put it in my mouth. I was about to light it and walk outside but I heard someone clapping their hands behind me.

"Wow Ethan, wow." I heard Graysons voice, he was clapping his hands and praising me sarcastically.

I rolled my eyes "what do you want?"

He walked up to me and took the cigarette out of my mouth, stepping onto it so I couldn't use it anymore.

"So you're still using Mrs Distraction then?" Grayson crossed his arms and glared at me.
"I'm not using her anymore-"

"Yes you fucking are, I heard your entire conversation and right now you're treating her worse than you did to Kendall!" Grayson said slightly raising his voice.
"No I'm not, I admitted to liking her so what else do you want?" I answered back to him.

"Just because you like her now, you're still using her. You guys aren't even a couple and you're already giving her punishmen-"
"Shhhhh!" I shushed him, stopping him from finishing what he was going to say.

"Whatever." Grayson rolled his eyes at me.

"You think that getting some girl in your life will solve everything but it won't. You're just using her so you don't go back on to your drugs and shit. How long will it be until she finally finds out the truth?"
When I heard what he said, I stayed quiet and kept my head low.

"I shrugged "I don't know."

"We'll figures it out or else....IM telling Yasmine the truth."
I quickly put my head up and widened my eyes

"You wouldn't dare." I gritted my teeth and clenched my jaw with anger.
"Fucking try me Ethan." Grayson said before walking off and out of the school.

Great way to ruin it Grayson!

I shook my head and I put the lighter away. I went out of the hallway and back into the cafeteria.

END OF P.O.V—

Hidden behind one of the lockers was Kendall.
She came out of hiding and was holding her phone, recording everything that just happened.

"You think that getting some girl in your life will solve everything but it won't. You're just using her so you don't go back on to your drugs and shit. How long will it be until she finally finds out the truth?" Kendall played back the video and listened to what Grayson said.

"This is so going on the internet." She Laughed sinisterly.

"Hate to see Mrs Distraction and Ethan break up but love to see her heart broken." Kendall laughed once again and she sent the video to Nick.

She carried on replaying the video as she walked out of the school.