Bad Habits | E.D

Fall Back On Me

PLAY THE SONG NOW—

"I need you help Yaz." Ethan said trying to catch his breath as he climbed into my room.

The water from his hair was dripping onto my window Sill.

"What happened?" I asked.
I knew it was a very bad timing but I couldn't help of how hot he looked at the moment.

"She's fucking pregnant." The words that he said and I furrowed my eyebrows.
Please tell me he didn't hook up with another girl and get her preggos.

"Whose pregnant?!"
"My mom is with with hi-his kid." Ethan said shaking his head.
Andrew?

"Andrews?-"
"Don't say his fucking name, it disgusts me!" He pointed at me and tears rolled down his cheeks. I couldn't tell if it was rain water or actual tears.

"Quiet down, my Dads downstairs." I whispered loudly.

"I don't fucking care about him right now, he can go and suck my dick for all I care." He yelled back and sat down on my bed.

I sighed and turned to face him.
"What can I do to help?" I asked calmly.
"I just need a place to crash for a while."
I'm definitely gonna get caught now.

"I don't know if you can-"
"Please Yaz it's only for a few nights until I figure out what to do." He begged.

I couldn't say no because I knew what it felt like when nobody would help me when my Dad was abusing me.

I finally gave in "Alright fine but only for a few days."
"Thank you thank you!" He cheered and kissed my cheek.

This isn't gonna end well....

~
Since it was already really late and all I could think of was my Dad bursting through my bedroom door and seeing Ethan.

It would be a problem for me as well because I have to deal with my father all the time.

It was still raining outside and I was laying down on the bed, staring at the ceiling.
Ethan was asleep and he looked so peaceful.

Life was a difficulty for him as well so that's the main thing we have in common. One thing I wonder is why didn't he go to one of his friends instead? Was it because he was embarrassed of people finding out about Andrew? Or was it because he actually trusted me?

The time was 1:00 am and each time I checked the clock, a minute went by.
I couldn't sleep at all.

Ethan started to move around in his sleep and his arm rested on top of my body.
Do I move his arm?

Even though him and I have had sex, I still don't know what we are because sometimes he would wanna be with me but sometimes he wouldn't wanna tell me the truth about anything.

He never opened up to me except when I found out the shit he was hiding in the end.

I heard moving and shifting around and I turned my head so Ethan wouldn't see that I'm awake.

"Can't you sleep?" I heard him say as his voice croaked.
"No I can't." I said turning to him.

He yawned and stretched out his body, along with his arm and putting it around me.
I curled up next to him and rested my head on his shoulder.

"Get some sleep now." He whispered to me and I slowly shut my eyes, sending me off to sleep.

~
THE NEXT MORNING—

It was school time and the sun was shining into my eyes, helping me wake up.
Ethan was still asleep and I carefully removed his arm off me and walked to the door.