We would see each other at school and parties but when I saw him alone, he was a different person.
He was my anchor but I never knew I was his distraction. He used me but I didn't know what for...
I've taken every single drug but he was my drug, he...
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I carried on putting drops into my eyes and before I knew it, Josh grabbed the drugs out of my hand.
"That's enough! You'll start feeling the effects in a minute." Josh said putting all his things in his bag.
We stood in the toilets and I looked in the mirror at my eyes. I hadn't slept in days and I looked like I was about to die.
"Listen I gotta leave, are you sure you're okay?" Josh asked me for the fourth time and I sighed. "Never been better." I lied and I gave a fake smile.
"Yaz I might be your dealer but I'm not an idiot, I can tell when a friend is in need." He was about to put his hand on my back but I moved away. "Well I don't need anyone, I'm okay as it is."
He sighed "I saw the video of what Grayson was saying to Ethan."
I rolled my eyes and glared at him "And? Ethan treated me like his bitch, you don't have to keep bringing it up!"
Josh knew that I wasn't gonna tell him the truth so he nodded and walked out of the toilets.
I fixed my hair before walking out the door and into the busy hallways. Everyone was there and each time I walked past them all, they started whispering.
"Yeah that's Yasmine." I heard people whispering.
Allison saw me and she started walking in the same direction I was. "Hey, can we please talk?" She asked me. "About What?" I said almost stumbling on the floor.
"Erm about Eth-" "Anything else but him." I stopped her and she nodded.
"I just wanted to say that I know I was looking like a bad friend but I never meant to hurt your feelings like that. Eth-he's just heartbroken that you've left him." "Ally the entire school knows that happened between us, it's on the internet where it'll remain for the rest of my life. I can't even walk down the hallways without anyone laughing at me. I can forgive you but him....never."
I was about to walk off but I tripped over my own feet. "Yaz are you okay?" Allison went to help me up and I turned my head to the side and I saw Ethan and Grayson walking into the school.
I tried to get up but I could hardly keep my balance. "I'm okay, I'm okay." I lied. "No you're not- Wait are you high?" She said slightly loudly and I shushed her.
When she said that, Ethans eyes flicked to my direction and he started walking towards me. Shit!
Quickly I got up from the floor and ran back into the toilets. I stood over the sink and took a deep breath, shutting my eyes for a minute.
