Bad Habits | E.D

Family Problems

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I woke up and my eyes were still hurting so I rubbed them so I could wake up easier.
There was a problem though, I wasn't in my house.

I looked around the place and I was on the floor surrounded by alcohol bottles and red cups.
Wtf did I pass out here?!

There were a few other guys sleeping on the couch and I attempted to get up without making a single noise.

I kicked the red cups out of the way so I could get up.

"Yasmine Where are you going?" One of the boys asked me and I almost jumped.
"Hell." I rolled my eyes.

"No really where are you going?"
"It's like hell, it's called school." I laughed and I quickly checked my phone and I had 45 minutes to get to school.

Quickly I sprinted out of the house and I stopped in the streets.
Is it bad that I forgot the way home?

I carried on running as fast as I could but as I was, I felt like my stomach was going inside out and threw up all over the floor.

Slowly I turned my head and I heard something rustling in the bushes.

The person showed their face and from a far I tried to make out who it was.
Isn't that Ethan Dolan?

He was dressed in a black hoodie and had black ripped jeans on.
I tried to not pay any notice and started walking really fast but his eyes followed me.

Why was he out so early for? And why does he look like he was going to go and rob a bank?

Eventually I reached home and as I opened the door, I saw the TV on.
My Dad was sleeping on the couch with a beer bottle in his hand.

I rolled my eyes and went into my room. There was still ages left until school so I shut my eyes for a couple of minutes.

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I ran into the bathroom and opened the door slowly.
Oh my gosh!

My mom was laying on the floor unconscious.
"Mom! Mom please wake up!" I shook her but she wouldn't wake up.

I saw a bottle of pills on the floor and it was completely empty.

There were slits on her wrists and the blood was gushing out of her arms.

"Mom you can't leave me like this." I cried.

Her helpless body had laid there. I didn't know what to do but just cry.
She was gone and she was never coming back.

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"WAKE UP YOU WORTHLESS BITCH!" I heard my Dad screaming at me and he poured his beer all over me.

I gasped "why the fuck would you do that?!" I got up from the bed.
"Well What was I supposed to do Yasmine?!" He spat at me and walked out of the room.

"Be a normal father." I mumbled.

I checked the time and I only had 15 minutes to get to school.
Shit! I gotta get ready.

I quickly ran into the shower because I didn't want to go to school smelling like alcohol.

After I was finished getting ready, I applied a little bit of mascara and concealer to cover up the bruises that I'd gotten from my Dad hitting me.

Quickly I ran downstairs and at the same time I tried slipping on my shoes.

"I would so give you a ride but I don't fucking give a damn!" My Dad laughed at me.
"No it's because the cops took away your license for drink driving." I answered back and grinned.

"YOU FUCKING-" before he could say anything else I headed out the door and slammed it shut. As I shut the door Henry threw his beer bottle at me but it hit the back of the door instead.
Bad aim.

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School was the number one thing that I hated other than my dad. You're probably wondering why he's so horrible to me well it's because he only ever cared about himself.

That's why my mom committed suicide because he would always abuse her but as I grew up he took all his anger out on me since my mom isn't here.

Everyone has a way to relieve all their pain, mine was getting high. I know it's not good for me but it's worked for all my other friends so I thought I'd give it a go as well. I'm 17 right now and I've been smoking and drinking ever since I turned 13. Yeah it's a very young age but better if you start early.

I listened to the music coming from my headphones and I carried on looking at the ground as I walked.

Finally I arrived to school and I opened the double doors.
The place where teenagers hopes and dreams die.

Everyone was pretty much the same, they don't give a fuck about life.

"Yasmine there you are." My best friend Alison came up to me and I took my headphones out.
"Where did you go at the party last night? You left me there."

"Oh sorry but I may or may not have hooked up with Josh the senior." She pursed her lips and I rolled my eyes.
"Well I got wasted and so bad that I woke up this morning IN THE FUCKING HOUSE."
"No way! I'm sorry but you get wasted all the time so you got what you wanted." She shrugged.

"How did your Dad react?"
"I tried to sleep when I got home and he dumped his beer on my head." I flared my nostrils and the vein on my neck was popping out.
Allison cringed and patted my back.

We went to my locker and as I turned my head to the side I saw someone come through the door. It was Ethan and Grayson.

"I'd love to hook up with one of those boys though." Allison said to me as she drooled over how hot they were.

Once I was best friends with Grayson back in 3rd grade but he stared hanging out with other guys but Ethan, I never really knew him that well like Grayson.

I remembered seeing Ethan this morning. He looked so different compared to now. When I saw him it was like he was depressed and had no emotions but when I saw him at school he was a different person.
I would see him at school laughing with his friends and joking around with his brother.

But when I saw him this morning, he was dressed in all black and all differently. It was as if they had a triplet that I didn't know of because he was not acting like the Ethan that I saw earlier.

"Yasmine? Yaz!" Allison clicked her fingers at my face and I was brought back to reality.
"Sorry I was just thinking."
"Thinking about what?"
Ethan.

Allison and I stood against the lockers and Ethan, Grayson and his friends were walking past us. None of them knew we were there but I saw Ethan turn his head to the side and he looked at me with a smirk.

Who are you really Ethan? What are you hiding?

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🌹AUTHORS NOTE🌹—

FIRST CHAPTER ON THIS STORY!!!
The next chapter will be longer and I will be explaining more about Yasmine's life. So you all understand her Dads name is Henry and her best friends name is Allison so these are the characters you know so far in the story.

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