Chapter Five

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I made my way to the studio to meet up with Marco and Selena. On the way over I came up with so many different scenarios that could happen. I didn't know if she wanted to get back together or what, but even if she did, I don't know if I would take her back. My stomach was churning and bubbling. I was nervous, the last time I was nervous to see her was on our second date. We went to the fair and it was amazing. Just reminiscing about our past made me weak, I think I still loved her. Everything about her made me go crazy, even her laugh, especially her laugh. Loving her wasn't the question, "could I forgive her" was.

I pulled into the parking lot and sat in silence, here goes girl number one. I made sure I was looking okay and walked into the studio.

" Justin! I'm so glad you came." She ran over and gave me a big hug. I honestly thought I felt a warm tear on my shoulder. I couldn't believe she was this excited about us meeting up. I tried breaking the hug but, her grip was tight. She kissed my cheek and let go, I nearly broke down but I knew I had to be strong. " I'm really glad you came. I'm sure you'll love the song I wrote, but if you see anything that needs changing, just let me know." I'm sure her song was perfect. She had a real knack for song writing and singing. I had to admit, I was a bit excited to hear the song. " Let's get started." Marco said. We looked at each other and got down to business. "Demi helped me a little, so don't hate it." She laughed.

The day I first met you

You told me you'd never fall in love

But now that I get you

I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are,

So close yet so far.

Haven't I passed the test?

When will you realize,

Baby, I'm not like the rest?

Don't wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to wait, to wait

So let me give your heart a break, give your

heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a

break

There's just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a

break

Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone

There were tears in your eyes

I called your cell phone, my love

But you did not reply

The world is ours. If we want it,

We can take it if you just take my hand.

There's no turning back now.

Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to wait, to wait

So let me give your heart a break, give your

heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a

break

There's just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a

break

Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips

Then our hearts beat as one

But you slip out of my fingertips

Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to wait, to wait

So let me give your heart a break

'Cause you've been hurt before

I can see it in your eyes

You try to smile it away, some things you can't

disguise

Don't wanna break your heart

Baby, I can ease the ache, the ache

So let me give your heart a break, give your

heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a

break

There's just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a

break

Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you

You told me you'd never fall in love

That song was pretty good, I had to give her respect for that. I wonder what inspired it, I know she said Demi helped her, but it goes a bit more deeper than what the lyrics spoke. I was speechless at the end, all I could do was look into her eyes and smile. Was it love that I was feeling at that moment? Or was I just taken by the song? *RING* Thank God my phone rung. " I gotta take this. " I ran outside to answer it. " What's up man?" It was Jay, perfect timing. " Dude I'm at the studio with Selena man. I don't know what to do, she wrote this song and I have a feeling its about me." My palms and forehead were sweating like crazy. I didn't know if I could stay here for another.minute. I went back inside and Selena was talking to Marco.

" Justin, I was talking to Marco and I was thinking we should sing the song together this weekend. " Oh crap. I don't think that was a good idea, but I didn't wanna break her heart. Did that mean I still had feelings for her? If this were any other ex I'd jump at the opportunity to break em. I wanted to, but I didn't want to. I knew what I had to do. " Selena, we need to talk."

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