The Boy Next door (j.b)

Chapter 14 ~ Feeling Disgusting

~ Chapter 14 ~

The next morning when I woke up, I was still lying naked on the ground after yesterdays scene. I quickly grabbed a white towel that was thrown here.

I felt dirty. Every single point on my body was still feeling his disgusting touch. I felt disgusting.

How could I just let him do it? Why the hell didn't I stop him? Why do I have to be such a pussy all the time. Did Justin see what happend? Why didn't he do anything?

All those questions were swerving in my head as I got up from the floor.

It hurts. A lot.

My fucking dad took my virginity.

It's an insane thought, and I felt like I was going to puke any minute.

I figured out a way to get up stairs and went straight to the bathroom. I jumped into the shower and scrubbed every single inch of my body till I saw blood.

But the feeling was still there. His hands touching me, his voice screaming, me crying for help.

Everything.

And all of it was mixed in a sort of the worst pain I've ever experienced.

I got out of the shower, putting on a towel around my body and another one around my hair.

I looked over at some of the blades my dad used for his unnatural hair.

They were sharp. For a second or two, I thought about doing a little cut. Cause it won't hurt anyone.

I've heard that cutting is something people used to get a physical pain to ignore the mantally pain.

And I've also been told that it helps too. But the most of them have scars on their upper arm.

I was just standing there. Starring at the blades. Should I or should I not?

No. Not now.

I got out of the bathroom and walked straight to my room. I took out some underwear and black sweatpants with a black hoodie.

I didn't want to go outside today.

Not after what Ted did to me.

Isn't he supposed to be my dad?

I got downstairs and started cleaning before he would get pissed.

He was probably out now. Even though it's sunday.

Skrew it, tomorrow's school.

My phone started vibrating in my pocket so I got it out.

I looked on the display.

"Andrew" it said.

I answered it and put my phone to my ear.

Ariana: Hello?

Andrew: hey, wanna do something today?

I can't say no. Not now. He clearly dosen't know that Kendall left me yesterday.

Ariana: Uhm sure, I'll come over in about an hour

Andrew: key, see you then

With that he declined the call. I had to hurry. Andrews house was about a 15 minute walk and I am not planning on wearing sweatpants and a hoodie at his house.

His parents are well known in south Carolina. His father is one of the best police officers they have and his mom is one of the best doctors.

So yeah, he's kind of rich and stuff.

After being done I ran upstairs again. I changed my clothes into some babyblue trousers and a white basic bluse.

I curled some of my hair before putting it all in a ponytail. I wore my white converse as usual before getting out of the house and locking the door with the reservekey under the plant outside.

On the other side of the street I caught my eye on Justin. He was helping his mom with some boxes.