The Boy Next door (j.b)

Chapter 27 ~ Passed Out

~ Chapter 27 ~

"You didn't tell me Ryan, you knew" I said og brushed away my tears.

Yes my dad is a terrible person and stuff, but he's still my dad. If he was never here, I wouldn't either. Or now that he's dead, means that he WASa terrible person.

"I didn't know Ari so stop claiming things okay?" He said clearly irritated. He had tears in his eyes.

"Ryan calm down" Kate said grabbing his shoulder.

He sighed and looked down on his feet.

"I have to ask you this Ariana but where were you Wednesday between 11 p.m. and 1 a.m.?"

"I don't know, I think I was here.. I don't feel like I've been here for five days tho, it feels like two hours if you ask me" I said shaking my shoulders.

She nodded and wrote it down.

"Okay, thanks for your time. And I promise, Ryan is one of the best in the NYPD. We will find this killer" Kate smiled a little.

I nodded and looked over at Ryan. He looked at me too. I could see his regret.

I suddenly felt guilty. Maybe he really didn't have the time? And after all, he's my brother.

Kate walked out of the room in her black high heels.

"I'm sorry okay? I am so fucking sorry" he was about to cry. I could tell. He let out a sob, it made me shiver with a worried look on my face.

I opened my arms and he brought me quickly into a tight hug. He sobbed into my neck, once again I felt guilty.

He won't be happy when he finds out about mom and what dad did to both me and her.

"I left and all of this happend! This is just my fault, why couldn't I just be a good fuckin brother"

"Ryan please don't say it's your fault. You're not him" my voice was shivering and my vision was blurry, but I ignored it.

"No I'm not him. But I am the reason for him turning into him!" He cried even more.

"No, you don't know that. It was never your fault. And it will never be. He just couldn't get his life together, so he let it out on me. I'm glad you left actually, because if he didn't beat me he would've killed you" I said.

He leaned away from the hug giving me a suspicious look.

"I don't think he would've killed me" he laughed a little. I tried to laugh too, but it was clearly not a joke.

He frowned when he saw that I wasn't laughing with him.

"It's more right?" He said leaning back.

I sighed. "A lot more than you think. Ryan this can get me into a lot of trouble and I don't want that" I said.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Can I please just tell you later, I feel a little dizzy right now" I said laying down.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" He said raising his voice.

"You don't want to tell me because you're  DIZZY" he shouted.

He looked angry. I got a good look on him before he was dragged out by Kate and two other guys. And right when they closed the door, I passed out.