Falling Slowly

Ethan and Luna

 I remain calm and stare at Ethan "Jake is my best friend and I rarely ever tell him I love him. I do he's been there for me since day one. He's my friend my best friend." Ethan pulls me towards him and kisses me. When he's done he stares at Jake "See you later. Come on Liliana let's go to my house today." I look at him "Alright." Ethan's driver takes us to his house and we head upstairs. I turn around "So what do you wa-" before I can finish my sentence Ethan has me on the bed kissing me. 

His lips are soft, and plays with my tongue "Ah Ethan why are you being so rough?" He stops and looks at me "I just really needed to kiss you." I look at him and smile. I take a moment to look at his face. His forest green eyes, and nice thick eyebrows and a jaw line that could cut anything. His beautiful dark brown hair that was a little bit curly. He smiles at me "Admiring my face again?" I look at him and blush. I can't help it he's just so handsome. Him and Jake... "Ethan..." He looks at me "Yes Liliana." I look at him "I kissed Jake...I made out with him then we slept in my bed. But all we did was sleep." Ethan looks at me "Are you serious Luna?" I wince at the fact he called me Luna again "Yes...I know what I did is unforgivable. If you want to break up..." I choke the last few words "I understand." Ethan runs his fingers through his hair and takes a deep breath. I can smell the mint , and want him to kiss me again. "Did you like the kiss?" I look at him "Kisses." He pulls me closer "Did you like the kisses." I take a deep breath before I say what i'm about to say "Not as much as yours." He looks at me "Marissa showed up to my house the night of our fight." I get nervous as he continues "She wanted to sleep with me, and..." I look at him "And?" He looks down then into my eyes "And I didn't resist. She's the one who actually stopped before anything actually happened... She's also the girl I lost my virginity too." 

I look at him "You're lying right?" I feel my face get hot, and tears beginning to form "I had a feeling it was her..." He goes to grab my hand, but I move it away "The two of you are more bonded than you are to me." Ethan stares at me "We both had people we liked before each other... I made a terrible choice. I was young, dumb, and I didn't know you would be in my life." I look at him. I did make out with Jake... I give him a hug taking in his scent "I Love you." He hugs me back "I Love you too." Ethan is the first to break our embrace "I do kiss better than Jake right?" I laugh "Well I think Jake kisses are better." Ethan frowns and I smirk "I'm kidding! KIDDING! Of course you kiss better." He smiles and I sigh to myself "How did I get such a handsome boyfriend?" He smiles "I wonder that too." I hit him playfully "Hey!" We laugh and I stand up." I look at him "Can I wear one of your sweaters?" He smiles "Yeah." I take off my school blouse and Ethan looks at me intently. I put on the sweater and he looks me up and down "Cute." I blush and Ethan changes into one of his other sweaters. I look at his abs "Damn." He smiles than smirks "Oh stop i'm shy." I laugh "YOU SHY?" I laugh at him and he tackles me onto the bed bombarding me with kisses. "Yes i'm very shy." I laugh and smile "Ethan too many kisses!" He stops and I look at him. We stare at each other for what seems like the longest time.

ETHAN'S POV

I stare into her hazel green eyes. I see how long her eyelashes are and they're curly. I blink and she smiles "You blink! I win you lose." I smile at her cuteness "You're adorable you dork." She gets up and her long straightened hair flows by. I look at her as I touch her hair "Why did you straighten your hair today?" Luna turns around and smiles "I wanted to get a lot of stares. You know make you jealous...I was afraid that after our fight we would never date again." I look at her "I don't think I could find anybody that makes me feel the way you do." She gives a weak smile and I can tell she's still bothered by how I lost my virginity. "Lili-Ana" I say it slowly and she smiles. I whisper in her ear "I love you." She smiles "Ethan don't say it so much." I laugh "I need you to know that I love you." She smirks "Show me don't tell me." And with those words I kiss her soft beautiful lips. I stick my tongue inside her mouth and feel her getting hot. When I release it she looks into my eyes. I kiss her again this time longer. I pull her closer to me and she runs her fingers through my hair. We make out for the next 30 minuets. My phone starts to ring, but I ignore it and continue kissing her. She picks up my phone "It's my dad?" She gives me the phone and I answer "Hi Mr.James." Liliana stares at me and i smile at her. Mr.James speaks "How Luna doing?" Liliana begins dancing and making faces at me. I smile at her cuteness "She's uh dancing." Mr.James laughs "Wow. My hija has really lost it." I laugh "No senor she's just being Liliana..." Mr.James sighs and I continue talking "She straightened her hair today." Mr.James screams in the phone "WHAT?!" I move the phone away from my ear "Ouch." Mr.James is still yelling on the phone "LET ME SEE A PICTURE!" I look at Lili "Let me take a picture your dad wants to see you." Liliana sighs "UGH! Why did you tell him I straightened my hair?" I take the picture, and Liliana sits next to me on my bed. She smiles and lays her head on my shoulder. I move over so we're laying on the bed together her head on my chest. In that moment everything was great. We told each the truth and that we loved each other. 

But that wasn't good enough because that's the last time we lay next each other feeling nothing,but love. In two months time Liliana and I break up. FOR GOOD.